Monday, October 25, 2010

Brand New Ball Game

It's only been a week, but doesn't feel like it, more like a month. What a busy semester. When I told others that I'll take 3 subs, the reaction is "U siao ar, people only take 2, u take 3 for what." Initially I don't understand why, but after a week, I finally know why. Damn. Bang.

McD is finally operating in Kampar town, but it's small, dirty, bad service, etc. It's new, and seems to have good business everyday cause people were actually like 'McD lor, 1st in Kampar, some more can refill drinks non-stop, etc'. Totally sweat case, but however, I've been there 4 times just within a week. 2 times I went for meal, and twice just for sundae cone ONLY. I still prefer outside food, or just rather cook myself, for the sake of saving money, as I kinda spend over during beginning of the year when I went to Langkawi.

As for my studies, I take only 2 subs as I was forced to drop SFM cause of probation. Shit. Initial reaction my friends is like 'why you drop SFM, since you're weak in theory (HRM)?' Point taken, but I did do some math before making decision. It's true that I'm weak in theory and should drop it, but that also means I'm going to take it at January semester, which I'll have more sub & more stuff to memories. So, why don't I take it now, more time for it, and leave SFM for future, which I think I can handle it better.

Lots of my friends were dropping HRM, and I was like 'erhhhh', why?? One of the answer is "SFM is major ma, HRM is elective". Erm, so?? U still have to complete it before you graduate right?? Hmm....perhaps we just got different point of view, gotta accept it, as it's you taking, not me. Further more, I'm only behind one sub, not 2 like others. Let it be, let time tells.

That's still some bad news. 1st is I heard that, a friend whom is an expert in memorizing, got a D in HRM, gosh, damn it. Expert also got D, how about me this semester?? Kinda got a bit worried, but it's a different lead lecturer this sem, so, just see how it goes. This also indicate that I gotta double/triple or put more effort for this semester, or else, it'll be like wasting money. 2nd thing, out of no where, I dropped my ID, sucks. Until today, I didn't found it nor receive a phone call indicating someone found my ID or something. Arghhh. So nerve racking, hope to get it back by this week, or else I need to spend RM25 for a replacement. Imagine how many meals I can get just with this amount. Haish, hope to get it back.

It's kinda late, gotta sleep earlier for 8am class later, till then....

-yeEvoN_Dutch-





Friday, October 15, 2010

Disaster

'Candidacy to continue under probation'.... I feel like slamming my lappie, but I know it's not worth it. Semester by semester, my results or CGPA is getting better, compared to most of the people whom are still dropping, yet their results are always better than mine. One thing I should be grateful of is that I didn't fail, but got 3 D's, causing the probation. Damn it.

Everything gets worse this semester, and I don't know why. Attitude?? Such a disaster. No use crying over the split milk, what done is done. Appeal? Confirm not worth it.

The issue now is which subject should I drop, as I'll only have 6 credit hours left for next semester, shoot!!! Worst results ever in my entire life. Should I choose SFM, which I have more confidence in, or HRM, a theory and a hard core subject?? These 2 has it's own pros and cons, I'll still take IT, cause I don't like to have more than one computer subjects for next next sem.

Oh gosh!!!! Fuck. Which subject to drop? Hard decision to make. Arghh.

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sem Break

Has been almost a month since the last post, so....time to update myself here....let's see. I wanna talk about what I do at the day after the last fucking Performance Management paper. Bunch of us went for cinema- Resident evil after life, dinner, bowling, supper. Hmm, I love it when I got the chance to play, ease my mind and distract myself from thinking of the last paper, which is damn confusing.

It also has been kinda long time since the last time I went out with bunch of people going for fun. Kinda relaxing and big spending too, sob sob T.T..... Never really care about the money I spent till recently, cause finally I'll have financial problem as I overspent. But I guess, just cope with it, try to safe a little here & there, bla bla bla.....

Alright, I'll just skip n go to when I'm finally home. Lovely home sweet home. The truth is, I was shock when I reach home, we got a big ass 47 inches LCD TV. Damn. Cost about RM6.5k+. Wow, why in hell the TV is changed, since mommy already got a LCD TV in her room, just smaller. Well, might have lottery or something, don't care, cause it's SO MUCH FUN to watch in this size of screen. One word, HEAVEN.

That's how I spent 1st week of holiday, TV all day long with a big ass screen. XD Just during the weekend, I met some friends in our secondary school to visit our scout juniors. One word, DISASTER. How in hell they can operate in this way nowadays?? And the person in charge are on the other side, chatting with girl guides n kepo in their activities. DAMN IT. For sure they will know the word DISCIPLINE from me, when I'm attending the coming Special Training Camp, Gunung Jerai, end of November.

Talking about this, I'm totally in mood, and really look forward as this camp is designed for the Form 3's, to prepare them for next year, when they are becoming committee. From rumours, I heard that this batch has better potential, but it'll have to depend how they perform later. Just don't understand why kids nowadays are so spoon-feed, even when they call themselves scout. Hello?? This is Keat Hwa Scout, not other school, such a shame seeing them performing in this way.

What else.....Hmm....Oh ya, Movie day at Sg. Petani Village Mall. Watch The Legend of Garhoole and Wall Street, totally 2 different type of story line, but I do enjoy both. Kinda new experience for me to watch 2 movies in one day, but it's fun. XD We also do explore around the town for food, and damn, there's one stall, the laksa is damn nice n delicious, wish I can taste it again in future.

That's it for this entry, post up more update later.

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Saturday, September 18, 2010

FIGHT



Came across a few blog entries, about family, friends, problem, vacation, outings and studies. Going to have my 2nd paper, Auditing at 2pm. Yet I'm still writing blog, well, just to relax a while and motivate myself to push harder. Make the BEST out of myself.

Having good grades brings a lot of stuff. At home, you can get anything you want, parents will not nag you, go anywhere, spend a lot n etc. Since this semester, mommy doesn't nag me that much anymore, cause I score 3.0 last term, but still I have that kind of pressure somewhere. Firstly is because of the mid-term results. Secondly, wanted to be better and have better grades. etc

Gosh, auditing is such a nerve racking subject. I worried the most about this subject, cause you see... To answer law, you can still copy it from the statue and will get at least half of the marks. Performance and AFA, still can work on those calculations. This??? Perhaps wish for some luck, the ability to bull logically at the exam paper and have good timing when answering the question.

Well, as I have written and paste these quotes on my wall.

NEVER GIVE UP/NEVER SAY DIE
STAY FOCUS
MAKE THE BEST OUT OF MYSELF

So, time to FIGHT and must score well in this paper.

-yEvoN_Dutch-

Saturday, August 7, 2010

-改变- CHANGE

“够力咯”。。。这三个字足以描述我现在的心情与状况。
怎么说呢? 很简单,答案就在于自己过分的自信和自大。

这让我想回上个学期约week 7 或 8 的时候,受到挺大的打击。 若没记错,应该是mid term的分数太低, 差点就不及格了。那时都不知怎么搞的,从那天起就差不多每天都往library去读书。一读,就读到final去了。就这样,上个sem的成绩,虽然没考到First Honor,但也考得不错哦。看到自己的成绩是,也感到很欣慰,毕竟终于,看到自己的成果。^^

应该就是这样吧,现在感觉自己,人不像人,鬼不像鬼。或许是有点太夸张,但却觉得如此。都已经是week 10了,却一点点紧张,害怕的心情都没。嗨,应该是过于的自信吧,读书的态度都是得过且过,临时抱佛脚。想起来,自己都想打自己一顿呐。

考Auditing竟然可以考到脸都青,看到题目手都阵,写的答案也是凭空想象。接着就是Company Law。明明就把所有重点背了,但写的时候竟然头脑一片空白,记一些忘记一些,想起来,感觉自己真行呀。Performance Management 叻,更劲,方程式(formula)都会记 错。自己明明在计算方面占优势的,现在呢?呸!AFA 1&2, 第一张,要怪就怪自己上个是不听课。Lecturer上课时所教的‘废话’,竟然是重要的部分,但考试的程度是有点难,所以真的是无话可说。第二张,比起上一张,却是简单了很多。说实在的,只要有复习和回答是细心点,这张纸,根本就是在送分。这一回,送分,我还给他discount,因为至少30分都已经回馈给他了。


这一切一切已经成了定局,再也改变不了。唯一能改变的,就是我的读书方式和态度。记得妈妈曾经说过,不要盲目的跟着别人的脚步或方式,因为适合他人,不一定适合自己。在这,不是要责怪任何人,只是我早就该看穿着一切一切。又不是没经历过,但就是不懂得做好措施。看见其他人repeat,就告诉自己不要fail, 因为repeat,好辛苦呀。我这个人真是有口说人,没口说自己。会告诉朋友不好好读书就会要repeat, 自己却正在慢慢的搭上这条不归路。repeat不是钱的问题,而是时间,面子与态度的问题。

临夜才读书,看来是确实的非常的不适合我。这种方式,只适合在做最后冲刺时在有效。还是像当初一样,坐在library的某个角落,专心的读书。口渴了,就去喝口水,肚子饿了,就去吃东西,有三急,就到厕所解决。虽然只是简单的动作和概念,却带来很大的意义。大老远来到这里读书,就是为了考好成绩嘛。

是时候戒掉平时糜烂的生活习惯,回到正常的读书生活。也是时候睡醒了。 该做出改变啦。希望 “亡羊而补牢,未为迟也”,可以应在我身上。

-改变- CHANGE

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Friday, August 6, 2010

Harvey Two Face - Part 1

Harvey Two Face, one of the main character in Batman, which is topic for my blog entries. The message here is, everything have two sides or more, so just don't stay in one side, and never look at the other side.

During the last short semester, I recalled that there were more presentations than mid term test, which freak me out in the 1st week itself, as I hated and scared presentations. However, that semester is relaxing, and I score quite well. In the contrast, I have no presentations at all, but there'll be test to cover it. Initially I was happy, but turn out that somehow I prefer assignment + presentations, as I will learn more, rather than just studying whole day long.

Tests since week 7, from AFA, Auditing, Law & PM, and I'll be having AFA test 2 soon. Damn it. These lecturers are just expert in torturing students. When you know how to do, time is limited; when you don't, there are plenty of time for you, and facial expression turn to pale and green. How ironic. Hope that I won't have this for my coming test, I'll faint!!!

For some reason, friends just love to ask me to sit beside them, depending on me, some kind of stuff. *hahahahaha* I know what you're thinking, some just wanted some sense of calm & safety, while some really wanted to glance. But....you know what..... Glance as much as you want, cause I'm not even confident in my answers....Bottom line, just DON'T make us get caught together and DON'T disturb me.

Seriously, cheat in the exam hall?? What you're thinking?? Having free pass all the way to graduation, that's easy for you. But then, just cheat as much as you can, I don't think you can really cheat all the way to graduation, cause I know you won't, you'll get the karma, just wait. A Uni student cheating in exam hall, I have nothing much to say, will only curse you failing those 4 credit hours and assignment subjects, that enough. Cursing is enough.

Expressing one's dissatisfaction towards another is normal, but there are some people thinking that it is a problem. Seriously?? what's the problem of just speaking out your freaking asshole mind. Too much gold in your mouth is it?? So pathetic, childish, just can't give absolute answer. Gosh....

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Monday, July 26, 2010

Up, Down, Left, Right

Few years back, my auntie go to some kind of event to learn fortune-telling (算命). Well, of course she utilizes her 'ability' and tell what our fate are based on our birth dates. For me personally, of course I only remember some negative stuff as that's what I'm interested in. One of it is, I will not have many friends in my life, I guess it has much to do with my personality and attitude which not many people understand me.

For the whole week 8, I'm being pissed off by a few d***ass which don't know that they are really pain in the ass. OMG Don't they sense something is wrong?? Alright, here goes the issues...

There are lots of seats, can't u just sit else where, so that I can place my stuff??
and....Don't ever do the same thing twice!! It's not your seat....Shit
Use your brain to think, don't send me rubbish text...
Please use some U level English...Don't use super low class Manglish.....
Don't make ppl do the job twice, read+ analysis before copy....
Come on, act like guy, stop acting innocent...
Don't tell stuff halfway, acting like you know lots of secret..Bull shit
Get a mirror for yourself, got face problem k??
Don't make me repeat the sentence....
If you ask me Q, I'll generously find the A for you, but please use ur eyes to see, ur brain to think, ,don't ask me back the Q again!!!

These are part of what I face last week, and finally got burst yesterday, when I'm in boiling point. I just don't understand how their brain function, till the point that they can just do these thing so naturally. Curse them!! Hope their meet same species of people in future, so that they'll know how we feel. If I can, I don't wish to be with them anymore. Just nerve racking... they make me show my worst attitude out, damn it.

I come across a few blog entries these few days, quite shocking when I saw the content. Blogging is good, as you can some part of people that normally not shown daily in their faces often. Maybe because of assign., I really can't stand it when I saw people use those low life manglish, come on, use some proper english. Wrong spelling or short form is ok, but don't ever ever use some alien language that only you alien can understand. Don't even know how to differentiate or use 'them'/'they', I think you can jump into Westlake or dig your own grave, cause there lots of graves in the main entrance into Kampar New Town.

For certain people, I just don't know what they are thinking. Honestly, I'm worry for the sanity both your future partner and u, u might just end up torturing yourself. If you don't share your feelings, how the hell people going to know you?? Now I seriously need a mirror, those that can reflect people's true personality. I'm sick of fakers and idiots whom are so **** about everything.

Well, that's me. Don't care u like or not, read this entry or not. Just like what my friend told me moments ago about Shakespeare, 'life is like a stage, where everyone act differently everyday', *something like this* . I might look just like how you thought I am, but don't trust your eyes, they only show exterior, not interior. I'm actually acting normal, it's abnormal in interior.
-That's me-

-yeEvoN_Dutch-


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

It's Year 2

I've been back here to Kampar for one and half months, and it sucks. I dunno why, but it doesn't went very well for me personally. I feel lonelier than ever...Why?? God knows...

I was looking forward for this semester actually......but... the more you want, it'll be harder to achieve...sigh. It's major subjects, what can you expect?? Easy like ABC?? Wait long long, and it'll never be so. Gosh, I guess I'm a bit emotionally unstable...trouble with lots of problems...

Studies is what we should do, and to be honest, I quite admire the style those Westerners apply, where you can just do whatever you want whenever you like. As we can see, the country there are much more better, advanced, happier. Studies is never a major thing for them, instead, doing what you're best in is the best interest for everyone. Then you look back at Malaysia, urghh.... Government require us to finish secondary school before going into the industry. Come on, won't you think it'll be too late to find your talent when you're already 18? Stupid government policy.

Alright, back to my year 2. Auditing, AFA, Performance Management and Company Law is such pain in the ass, more critical thinking than ever. I was wondering how am I gonna complete my studies, with these nerve-recking subject going on until year 3 sem 3?? siao eh....

If I can, I might consider migrate to somewhere else, to find a place where I don't need to face these stuff, and just do the stuff that I like, until I'm ready to go back into the reality again....

-continue dreaming-


Camping Fever

Just recall back....."When is the last time you go for a camp?"....Let me see.... October 2009, First Aid Camp in Gopeng, Perak?? nahhhh.... You don't call that camping.....Alright...Go back further, June 2008's Campfire Night?? nahhh....Didn't participate much, as I only go for one night.....Now I remember, December 2007's Carnival Camp, although that camp's quality does not reach my own level of carnival craziness. But still, it's the last major camp I join.

For a scout like me, from Keat Hwa 53rd Scout Troop, I myself considered most of us are true scouts inside our heart, society, community or what ever word you can use to describe. We do really apply what we learn into our lives now, and it gone pretty nice for us. For me personally, I think joining the troop changes me a lot, good and bad as well. I learn a lot which obviously what we can't learn from book, gain lots of experiences, exposure, human relationship, responsibility, cooperation, learn to be grateful, think from different perspectives, etc etc.... It gives sweet memories as I grow up. In short, I think in some perspective, I'm much more matured compared with some idiot peers that I encountered throughout my life.

OK....enough mumbling....back to the point. It seems like most of the scouts (of my peers of course) are having some kind of camping fever, as we couldn't join most of the camps organized by the troops ever since we graduated. So, there's an idea coming out from Yong Wee and Kher Yee, during one small gathering, to have a 2 days 1 night camping at Gunung Jerai. Oh man, there's lots of sweet and bitter memories gain from there. Then, after some discussion, phone calls, they decided to organize a 'song song' camp, for us, young rovers a camp. Great. It will be held 2 days later, as lots of things need to buy and prepare which will take only 1 day. Not bad I guess, just 1 day, and we settle most of the problems.

The next day, they go for shopping groceries at Tesco and Pacific for our food supplies. Neither I nor my brother go, because we are not so free on that day itself. So, the whole day was like waiting the time to pass so that we could go for camping.


Camp Day 1
Here we go... First, let's list down the participant: me, my brother Wey Chun, Suelyn, Chuu Ying, Yong Wee, Kher Yee and Calib. It's just 7 of us, but the whole car bonnet is full of foods and supplies. *Whoa* can you imagine?? 7 people, 2 days 1 night, we do have lots of things. What to do, this is our own kind of fun camp, it's all about fun.

Due to insufficient of seats, the girls and Yong Wee drive to G.Jerai, while the remaining 3 guys take bus. Oh my....let them recall the feeling of taking bus again, but this time without uniforms and heavy haversack. The guys are slower of course, but I think we waited about 1 hour before they reach. Then, we went up to half-mountain top...vroom vroom vroom...the van is real fast. Those feelings are just word-less, you can't possibly describe the feeling of going camping again. *hahahahhahaha* Hike hike hike, jalan jalan jalan....finally we're reach the campsite.

Now I know how bad my stamina is, sweating non-stop from the way down here. Perhaps I should spend more time on sport than sitting in front of my lappie. Build tents, collecting fire woods, look at the water supply, cook our lunch after we reach there. While building tents, there's some kind of plastic, yellowish, none of us know what it is....eewwwww..... then they joke that maybe Khai Shan didn't throw away that condom cause that tent that we found that thing is his. Gosh, can he just clean up after using? Eww....*hahahhaha*

After eating and cleaning up, we plan to go for water war. Sadly, the water is shallow and dirty enough which looks like 'leng teh' (herbal tea). *Yucks* no choice, we just take some photos, chat, place our legs in the super mini water fall, spend the whole afternoon there. From there, we could view across lots of greenish paddy field scenery. The view is totally breath taking, makes you feel like going out from city life. While 5 of us were chatting beside/on the water drain, my brother n Kher Yee just simply lay down on chair sleeping under a small shelter. and they did pay for it as, I think someone did splash some water on their face.

As it is getting darker, and we don't have light supply especially at the bathroom, we all rush to cook + eat dinner + shower before it gets too dark. The dinner are just splendid, gotta be the best dinner I ever get throughout my camping experience. Maybe we're too hungry, we finish dinner quite fast. *smile-happy*. After cleaning, we all just lie down on a huge fly sheet while enjoying the stars. How nice it is, spending the night like that, playing cards, eating junk food, drink hot drink as it is cold. Times pass, and we go to see the night view which is fabulous, n of course, taking lots of pictures for memories and for facebook too. From there, Iron Man is born, Kher Yee imitate I.M. by placing his torch on his heart while taking photo. Oh my, lots of jokes could happen here.

After that, we go back and just lay down again to spend the whole night chit chatting, playing butts, tickling people, taking stupid photo, share past scouting experience. Wow, I couldn't possibly imagine that Chuu Ying got lots of bad experiences that cause her to have the post of normal Committee Member. Kinda big secret to me. But, what to do, we can't reverse time. And of course, we also did call Shan Yi who is still in Penang on that time, and tell her how fun it is to camp. The day before she cursed us, but it failed cause no raining. Guess she's too childish in a way, can't she possibly think how many camps that we did not go, and she did attend those camps. Guess she's jealous in short.

DAY 2
Being waked up by Yong Wee's whistle in the morning, oh man... it makes me recall while I'm having camping as a junior scout. When I walk out of the camp, most of us has already wake up and start packing, cleaning and preparing breakfast of course. We have sardine+ bread+eggs+milo/nescafe/oat. Kinda full, maybe because most of us take brunch instead of breakfast. After that, we start cleaning utensils, tent, campsite, packing etc etc. There's lots of cooperation you could see. Of course, there's some entertainment from Iron Man-Kher Yee and Calib-Ip Man. Both are 20 n above, but still act like 4 year old child. haih~~ Guess these boys still have that child behavior some where in their heart.

As we finish, we hike up back where we need to take the van. Oh my, that's much more tougher than going down, sweating and panting non-stop. I think if I walk this path twice a day, guess I can throw away some weight and build some muscle. vroom..vroom..vroom.. It's getting warmer, so we know that it's time to back to reality and continue our life. Then we travel back to the city, and have tea at Nasmir. From there, all of us gather and wait to go home.

This is definitely the best experience, best semester break activity. Hope to do this more often. -Love these guys, they're the best-


-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Best Semester Break Ever

It is kinda frustrating when the semester break is only 2 weeks short, man, this gotta be the shortest semester break ever. But you never know what's coming in front of you, which is quite good for my case.

It didn't begin very well especially after that so-called class party BBQ, it is just some kind of joke when people actually say 'eh, y'all having BBQ ar??'. Damn it....It'll break the scenery here if I continue babbling here.....

Kinda feeling funny to travel back at mid-night...After all, it's my brother that fetch me home. Ironically when I did promise him I'll take the shift to drive, but in the end I ended laying on the chair as I was too tired because of cleaning my room whole day and didn't rest much.

The next day is one of the best, wake up at 12++ as we reached around 3-4am...I love that feeling. Suppose to have a gathering that night, but postpone to Saturday night due to some inconvenience. Meeting these people makes me feel like I am myself. Although just 6 of us, we can just chat the night off, laughing non-stop, talking about lots of issues, jokes, etc etc.

I have an unexpected visit from my uncle. Oh my god, his son, my cousin, is so dammnnnnnn cute. This boy is like what I heard from the rumors. Cute as hell, looks a lot like his daddy, and he can just sit beside, ask you lots of questions, watch lots of cartoons. A kid age of 4-5, but he could just talk non-stop. Sadly, I missed a dinner with them as I need to go for BBQ party with my ex-classmates.

Then I have another BBQ party session with my ex-classmates. Now we're talking, these is what you call a party and my type of civilization. Rubbish talk, nonsense talk, bad talk is my type of conversation, in which I can get it from these people. Damn, I love these people. The food are great, maybe because I only take brunch around 1pm until 8.30 pm. Starving..... The environment, scenery, feeling, peoples factor makes these gathering feel fun. Although it is in country side (kampung), but these is were I half-grew up from. I love these place. *happy-love-warm*.......

To be continued~~~~~~



Monday, May 17, 2010

My Study + Examination Week

Another moment in my blog....Recently just feel....empty...

Study Week
U gotta be kidding me, as this is the first study week/leave that I'm staying in Kampar. Reason, mommy don't allow me to go back home. Damn it, I hate that statement. I personally do not think by staying in Kampar will give me any advantage or something, more dramas, wasted time + money, bla bla...any other bad thing you can think of. Just one word to describe it...disaster. But whatever, I'll find another solution for this. sigh~~


Examination Week
To be quite honest, I'm kinda exicited when this week or moment has come. As I have mentioned in my previous blog, I'm prepared for everything, except for Law, which is a bitch subject, whereby most people will agree with me. Other than that, I'll just say : Bring it on, Game on, it means nothing to me. Alright, lots of people gonna hate me for saying this, and most of the reply is:
Haolian, which means 'sombong' or kinda ego, full of myself....
So what, I can say that cause I've already prepared for that.

Times goes by, the exam just finish. Think I may finally score around 3.0-3.3, and if my effort pay off, then I may as well enter into Dean List. yeah~~

There's lots of thing I encounter for this whole month, and one of things that caught my attention to the most would be a blog read by Chooi Ting and Suet Yee. In which the blog is written by a gay guy, whom is so full of himself and he can just write his blog as though as he got double personality of something.hahahaha...That was so much fun, perhaps I can try to do that sometimes...

Monday, May 3, 2010

Idiotacy around Me

Idiotacy...?? does this word exist or do I spell it right?? Well, obviously I don't care about, cause as long as I understand it. What does it means, is the idiot act perform by bunch of idiots around me. Who are those idiots, I prefer to say nothing about it, or else it hurt peoples feeling. hmm.., what ever.... I don't care

Before I continue the story, I wanna tell everybody, I have a new hair cut...hahaha....so much fun... RM49 well spent this time, the hair stylist really do a very great job on my hair...hahaha..so happy... so, lets see some picture, before n after... tadaa


during chinese new year

new haircut

I certainly look younger...wahahaha....wait...no... I'm forever young looking..haha.. ok bitch, stop SS-ing...

Alright, let's continue with the story. Basically, there are a few segments, let me think.... I've also forgotten how many idiot act already, never mind, list down slowly.

1) Class Party preparation/planning
To avoid unhappy things to occur again for this semester, Jamie, Suet Yee n I basically agreed that we are the ones who will be doing all the planning, others, just shut up your fucking mouth and just do as you're asked. Am I rude?? Well, it's one of my personality, love me or hate me.

Then, I guess, one of the night, we discuss about food, drinks, venue n bla bla bla... Venue: my house, cause it'll be another idiot act if we do it in CK's house, which is in the Tesco area. Wanna know why they (doesn't include us) choose there?? Cause the place near to Tesco, we can just buy anything there in case there's insufficient food supply. OK, point taken....What the hell are these people thinking...OMG, can't they use their ass and think deeply. Would there be insufficient food supply during BBQ? Maybe.

BBQ are supposed to continue until mid-night, so, you're going to Tesco and buy food? Come on, it's closed by then. If you wanna go for a drink, you have to go back to Westlake area. Oh gosh, these act are just..arghh..just because some one offer their house, not necessary we need to accept. Futhermore, everyone lives at Westlake area, some apartment, and he is the only one in Tesco area, so uhm...you want everyone to travel there? Bull shit...

In addition, there comes a secret plan between me n Jamie, planning to have a secret birthday celebration for Meiyen. Although it's a bit earlier, but who cares?? haha... should be a fun one, having evil plan this time. Cream from the cakes, water war, powder war?? Nah...not so much fun anymore... Beer...wahaha....alcohol should be fun..haha..evil laugh

2) Timetable
Another UTAR fail product, system go down for around 30 minutes (i guess) before we can log in again. Never mind, as long as I get what I want with people that I want. Since I forget when, CK dumbass has began to getting on my nerve and just wish him to disappear from my sight, then here comes another kid to join us, Kah Hoe. On the surface, I may look to have a normal relationship with everyone, but then, not much people knows that these 2 guys totally disgust to hell. Lucky to still have Suet Yee & Meiyen around.

During the registration, there are still idiot act from someone. Gosh, really?

a) It's registration day, you want to save money and choose not to go to CC, rather stay at home, genius.
b) You planning to repeat FIM, and yet you also choose to study Performance Management as well, genius.
c) You have the whole CC fulll of Accounting students, and yet you SHOUTED "yeevon, can log in already" in front of everybody, genius.
d) You go to another CC when the system is down, thinking that it is the internet speed problem, genius.
e) Timetable that can be arranged in 3/4 days, you make it 5 days, with one class each on Monday & Tuesday, genius.

There's another thing I don't quite understand? Why people just come to me and ask me to make decisions. Come on, I'm just a human being like you. Haih~~ guess my personality can tell the story. Could be good and bad, depends on the situation. Suet Yee told me that because I'm always the one with the main decision, the one that make decision. Well, what can I say?? Let it be, sometime I just love the role of silent leader.

Conclusion, we got a new 5-some for next semester. We'll see how it goes.

3) Studies
Stupid SMS from another genius, asking a question that'll make just wanna throw away your phone. But then, my K660i is precious to me, so, no way with that. Here it goes " the notes is additional or the original?" Can't you just use your brain and think about it for a minute. Why would I get you a photocopy if it is original. Only additional notes will be photocopied to you all people.Arghh... that annoy me a lot. hush~~

FAF II, QT II, P.MA haven't give me a huge problem, cause I love/prefer this kind of subject rather than something like Law. I got a feeling that if I mess up with that, I might fail this subject, seriously. Oh boy, how am I gonna deal with it. The letter F cannot exist in my cert, I can't allow that to happen. Just wish that I'm lucky enough to get the tips and everything. haih~~ English for Business is like another additional subject for me, I never bother it until the last minutes, think I can do well on this.

my emo face throughout study & exam week

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Half Way Through

It has been half of the semester since i have updated my blog, for a very simple reason - LAZY
Don't be mad at me, i do not want it to happen too....

Alright, shut up for the nonsense.... Recently, everything happen around me has been not very smooth, and I wish to know WHY?!! 1st up, issue of shifting house. This is the one that makes me frustrated the most. At the beginning, everything is still ok when you are invited to shift along, where you disc uss what you do together, study n etc. It changes when the CNY holiday ends. What do you think when you saw the message of 'I think you can't move with us cause my parents want my brother to shift along too', it's more like, 'you're out!'. Damn, just feel like fucking their head off. Arghh...

Well then, I try to shift with another person, which we are just classmates. She was quite reluctant to talk anything further, perhaps she afraid that something bad could happen and do not want people to blame her or something. And boommmm, when I ask her again, she said does not want to shift anymore. At that moment, I was like 'damn, what the hell is happening? How come it always have problem when I try to shift?'

Last choice then, now I try to shift alone, and I call two person in which their number is on the screen of Utar website. Now, fuck them n UTAR. What the hell... If your units are no longer available, why you still post them in the website, it's misleading people. Damn, now I just feel like chopping these people's head off. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

How many choices are left then? 1st, remain here n continue paying expensive rentals. 2nd, try to find again, with limited time n choices.

Damn, what the hell? what am I supposed to do now...?? Please give me some hints and guidance....

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Brand New Semester

It's finally 18/1/2010, the very first day for the new semester. I guess ever since days ago, I somehow looking forward for this semester. Well, of course, I do set some guidelines and request a mission for myself, so that it can motivate me to accomplish my personal mission. Which is to get good results. *haha* I guess this is what everyone says for every beginning of the semester.

The first class/lecture is FAF II. Oh gosh, it took a long time to find a parking space cause obviously there are lots of people driving cars (students are getting more and more richer by the semester it seems). Pooff~~ And because of that, we're late for 10 minutes. But never mind, the lecturer don't even bother, as he was busying giving some brief revision to all of us. He's Mr.Francis, a crazy old man. He even says that no lecture notes will be given, as now we are research university. Suddenly, *swt*, how m I going to score for my finals. haih~~

As the days goes by, I finally get to know who's the lecturer and tutors for all my class:
FAF II : Mr Francis/ Ms Leong Xin Yu
QT II : Ms Koay YY/ Ms Ng Chee Hung
Macro: Ms Koong SS/ Mr Wong Chin Yoong
English: Mr Gerard
Law : Ms Priscillia Yap/ Mr Raja Singam

The fact that shock me most
1. Mr Gerard as both lecturer and tutor for English for Business. I'll be seeing him again for 2 semester in a row.
2. Ms KSS as Macro lecturer, I wonder can I score again like what I did last semester.
3. FAF II will be challenging subject as no lecture notes is provided.
4. Business Law is such a bitch subject, I don't even know how to answer or how to score. Further more, the classes are like hypnosis sessions.
5. How m i going to manage QT II, when statistic is what I hate/weak most.
6. Having Mr Wong CY as Macro tutor is such a relief.
7. Block H/I are such a weird place, winter in the classes, summer outside the classes

Looks like I gotta put more effort for this semester, as there's more and more challenging subjects coming by. *Erghh* Please give me energy, clues and guidelines.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

My Holidays with Scouts Part 2

OUTINGS
I guess this is one of the best part of my entire holiday, other than shopping at SGP, JB and KL. *haha*. My scout mate tell me that, after all, scout mates are always the better friend than college/uni friends. Know why?? Because scout mates will just talk straight, whatever that is in their mind, just 'shoot' you directly in the face in front of everyone, share their likes and dislikes, talk about scout experience and etc. Compared to my uni friends, I really do think that scout mates are really really good friends.

After since Open Day and Scout Night, it's really good to have an outing with scout mates among the same age without seeing those juniors that'll just make us disappointed and piss-off. Well, what we do?? We watch a movie at Alor Star Mall at 1130pm at Saturday night. As the next day Sunday is a holiday, due to Sultan Kedah's birthday, the cinema is fully seated. :P First time in my life to imagine Alor Star's cinema can be fully seated at Saturday night. *haha*.

First of all, let me list out who join in this outing. Me, my bro Wey Chun, Kher Yee, Khai Shan, Li Yong, Shan Yi, Jin Sheng, Lee Hui, Ste, Yi Ying and one of their friend. I gotta say, I really got lots of fun with them. Our movie 'Tiger Woo Hoo' is act is DJ from MyFM and also TV Host from Astro AEC. It has been since a long time I did not watch such funny movie.

The story mainly focus on the Tiger Dance which is only performed once every 60 years, and your zodiac sign have to be Tiger in order to learn this dance. Because of manipulative advertisement which allow people to earn about RM10,000 per month, it causes lots of problem and also laughter at the same time. *wahahhaha* (better dont give too much info, watch it yourself.)

After the show ended, of course we settle the money problem before going to 2nd round. It is always funny to see people gather in one round and then start having some problem. Imagine if somebody shout "Skuad, masuk baris" and settle this problem. hahahaha, everyone will sure bust into laugh and laugh at least 2-3 minutes before they could settle down. As they settle the money problem, all of us were thinking where to go for our supper. After some discussion, we decided to go for curry mee somewhere in Pekan Cina.

As we were driving through the stall, we just noticed that it is closed. Maybe because the owner wish to have holiday as the next day is a state holiday. Then, one weird thing happen, which Shan Yi keep on driving and park beside a curry rice shop. As everyone reach, we were all having question mark, as this is curry rice shop, not curry mee shop. *lol* Then, any conversation takes place to decide where should we go next. 5 minutes later, we decide to go to a mamak stall nearby.

At there, we just keep on crapping and talking jokes, experience and etc until around 2am in the morning. All of us cannot stay too long, as most of the college/uni student are going outstation or travel back to where we study in the morning/ afternoon. As we were paying our bill, the waiter's outfit makes us laugh non stop. He was wearing some kind of punk T-shirt where the cartoon his shirt is all spiky hair. Then we look at his hair, it seems like he dint use Gatsby to gel his hair, as his hair is falling down. *wahahahahaha*

Finally, we all went home. As I said earlier, this outing is one of the best outing in my holidays. Hope that I can have it another time with them again. After all, scout mates are the best buddies. ^^

My Holidays with Scouts Part 1

Since last time while I'm still a junior, many seniors/rovers says that 'everything you experience here will be a nice a sweet memories when u grown up'. Right now, I totally agree this line of words, cause it's true. So juniors, spend more time with scout. *haha*


Open Day Preparation
Open Day preparation is always one of the main event at beginning of the year, cause it requires lots of preparation, strength, time, materials n etc. While I plan to visit my lovely juniors, suddenly one of them tell me that there'll be a one day holiday for them before school reopens on sunday. "walao" is the word that pop up in my mind, what the heck are they doing?? Arghh

As days pass by, I finally got chance to visit them at school during Friday and Saturday, which is just 2 days before the grand Open Day of the year. Just as I step inside there, one major thing came into my mind: 2 days before Open Day, which does not look like it. Looks more like one week before Open Day. Not be sound bitchy or anything, these bunch of people are such are failure without the help from Rover N. As I ask around, it seems like Rover N is the one who more planning than they do.

Things that I saw is as below...
1. No one salute to the committees/ rovers
2. 4/5 people doing 1 person's job
3. Working speed is about 5 times slower than last time
4. Knots (Ikatan) are loose n hideous
5. Members are so relax

There's still much more I can say, but I guess it's pointless as they'll just ignore you. U know y? They never get punish. No pumping, no star-jump, NO DISCIPLINE at all. As a DM last time, I'm totally disappointed. On top of that, the Form 4/5 are just so relax as a committee themselves. Came to school but do other clubs stuff. OMG, I'm totally fire-up when I saw such situation. Sigh~~ Hope God bless so that this uniform body wont go down n off.

Scout Night
One of the event that I've never join. However, I think its a good plan n night as it really does help for a better future, for both the scouts and parents. Last time, parents never understand why we just love to join activities, and this event does help to explain why. From their response, I guess parents finally can understand why and will allow their kids to join activities more often.

I gotta say, I'm impressed of the progress and everything that occur for this event. Totally a different thing from Open Day preparation. I guess that's what happen when Rover N is the one who do all the planning, and almost all of the preparation. I think the trend change now. Let's just assume this event occurs around 10 years ago. F4/5 will be the main planner and the organizer, while Rover N are just giving advice. But now, what happen??!! Rover N is the planner, while F4/5 is only the helper. *yaiks* I'm really speechless, and wonder who could help them??