Don't Think. Care. Talk. Hear

Moronic Chapter 2

2011-08-12T01:28:00.007+08:00

More details from the previous blog...

'pls respect your fren'. Damn, did you respect ppl in the 1st place. Normally guys 吹水 in conversation, that's normal. But sometimes, don't 吹水 in serious stuff. I heard from other people what's your requirement, YOURS, not OURS, of the 5th FYP member beginning of the semester. (1) good command of English (2) CGPA > 3.0, in the list (pres/dean) better still (3) very effective and efficient in doing stuff. Hello! We never asked those, you make those up, we ONLY asked for a person that can do stuff, without VERY. Damn, its not like we're in President List, we're only normal students. In my mind, can you get a mirror for yourself? Which criteria did you fulfill? NONE, k, NONE! Your English sucks, CGPA < 3.0, and sucks in handling report 癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉 Shit you man, my reputation is damage cause I looked scary all the time, and S being '串'. With those requirement you want, our reputation is totally gone. If you want to die, die alone, don't drag us into it. And you call all these RESPECT?

Credibility. What you say is totally rubbish. Eg: you tell W that C said this and that, then W told C what you said, and C is totally shock as she never said that. Eg2: You glanced C's blog when K was reading it, then you open C's blog and ask her stuff. C asked how you know my blog, and you say K told you. A friendship is gone because of your stupid mouth. K never show you, you glanced it, and K become the scapegoat. Good for you. I think that's enough, you just like to make up stories and damage people's friendship. RESPECT?

Harassing S day in and day out. You might done your part efficient, very fast, but effective? When you've done, S checked and asked you to make amendment, guess what. It's ok to defend your own job, but hello, just minor amendment, not redo-ing everything. But it doesn't matter on redo-ing, u know why? Copy and paste from other researchers, and putting our report on the higher risk of plagiarism. We want a possible A or A- result, not C or C+ result. and uhh... 'U want me to do a prefect report izzit' Walao, that's the biggest joke ever. Just use your ass and think this time, why would people want you to change if it is perfect? Change means got deficiency and lack of certain points k?

Keep on asking people 'where are you' or 'mana u all'. Come on, how old are you? UTAR is secure enough for students to walk around without afraid to get rape or snatching stuff. Some more, you're not strong enough to protect us. Want to go class then go class la, what for waiting for ppl? Izzit that if we're not attending, you're not going as well? Where's the logic? Study is one's effort and understanding, not through going to class with friends. What else.. keep on asking on small minor stuff that can be get through email and wble, that's what technology is made for. Which venue, what time, replacement or not, just check your email and wble, it's available. Fuck you. Minor stuff also need to ask non stop. If its IDK2 then its IDK2, it wont suddenly change to IDK4 without informing everyone. Brainless.

You want RESPECT, I'll give you mine if you manage to hide under your mom's skirt. Then I'll respect you of being to squeeze inside, and have the dare to do so. You expect me to understand you, why don't you understand how I behave 1st?

忍很久, so? All above happens since this semester begins, you think you're the only one that tahan very long. Not just you, others as well. No point bringing everything up to the table. We're all '醒目' enough to act and not to act at times, unlike you. Destroying everything for no reason. I really don't care if you like me or not, I do not need your respect or like-ness to survive in this world, I still have other true real relationship that cares and understands me. If you hate me that much, and really 忍很久, know what? Just fuck off from my face and social circle. Get a life, suck it up. I DON'T CARE, its not like I haven't done it before.

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Moronic Chapter 1

2011-08-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

Alright, this is where it'll to my ugly side, still dunno whether to write in chinese or english... guess I'll just mixed it up...

There's just one guy here, never failed to annoy people in any aspect, and also everybody around us. Damn, just an expert in annoying people. No match for him.

Gotta clarify something before I start my story, yeah, I know, I'm harsh on him sometimes, but why la you always choose the wrong timing to talk to me? When I just tell someone beside me something so loud, and you were sitting beside, already heard what I said yet you ask the same question, again. Damn, not just once. Next, I was making fun of people, and why you kepo kepo say something is not relevant, and you say me 'rude'. That's who I am, I wont be acting in this way in front of you, if I don't regard you as my friend. Thirdly, I don't make up stories unless of entertainment purpose, you really aren't trustworthy and what you say does not have credibility, so, I'm just saying your words need to be filtered and ppl laugh. So?? Hello, everyone's words need to be filtered no matter what ok? For you, gotta filtered few layers before using.

The thing is, I said your words need to be filtered. So? Angry then just directly bomb at me, don't send msg while I was driving, nearly bang the divider k. Putting my life at risk, damn. In your msg, 'pls respect you fren', 'i'm the one who dare to tell you this, many people felt this as well'. Fuck you. I don't respect my friend? Come on, that's how I talk with people. Don't you use your brain to think for a moment why people around me is always the same? Because they already get use to how I talk, yet it might be they like my personality of just talking what's in my mind. It shows that I don't hide stuff, no scheming, and true. Unlike you, sms here and there, wasting money and effort. More privacy?? I don't think so. Dealing under table? Yes!!

Only one who dare to tell me this? That's funny. You're not the only one, and certainly not the 1st one as well. My close friends had told me before, years ago until now, still telling me how I should behave. You're not my dad or brother, don't act like that k, its annoying. 'many ppl felt this as well', if there is people who don't like me, ask them to tell me myself, better yet, name them out so that I can find them. Who do you think you are? A representative or lawyer? If you like to represent so much, go study law and represent those who really need help of a true qualified lawyer, don't do it here, you won't get paid.

Next msg, something about apologize and want to become friends again. At first, I kinda ok with that, and try to find a chance to break the ice during thursday 2 in 1 session. Yet, what did u do? I'm not sure whether it is fb virus, or you're d one who really tag me on those stupid pictures. Damn, what the hell are you thinking. Tagging me on a lingerie ad?? What do you mean? That I'm fat enough and can't wear those sexy bra? Fuck you. When I want to buy bra, I'll get my mom to buy for me, no need your concern. and uhh...tagging me again on Voldermort's face? Damn, that's real shitty. That means that I'm an evil psychopath that does not have friends, love, family, crazy for power and other negative stuff. That's it, that's what you want, then you'll get it, I won't break the ice, totally pointless. Another msg, another apologizing stuff, damn, if you really want to apologize, do it properly and sincerely. You don't even know where you did wrong, what for apologize, SAVE IT.

More to come next

Till then

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Year 3

2011-08-11T23:45:00.003+08:00

Just notice my blog is full of grass for months now, due to my laziness. *again* Well, I'm not really a word person, so, can't blame me for that. It's nearly end of week 11, and I'm just going to update what's going with my life.

1st thing is I finally shift out from Danish stupid idiot House last April. It was a total relief in terms of rent, transport and people. Kinda shock when my friend said "how come you didn't tell us you shift out?" That's news to me, never it occur to me that I should tell everyone where is my whereabouts. However, in a way, that indicate I still have certain value in the gang, glad to hear that. It's actually no big deal for me, cause you see, stupid DH gonna charge full rental include utility bills during my internship. Err...WHAT!! I'm not using yet you're charging me for it. Alright, I move out and save my money for upcoming graduation trip to Taiwan.

New house is total surprise. Crazy housemates with crazy act, crazy routine. Most importantly, keep up with the craziness, that's my culture and way of life and normal routine. Glad to move out, save rental, bills, and get to meet crazy people, most importantly, RELAX~~~ It's year 3 wehh, gotta get some rest sometime right. With them, total relax, no pressure at all.

Next is I finally got a car for my 21st birthday. yayyyy~~~~ Suzuki Alto in metallic white, a MPV car, save fuel cause it's small and light. Too bad I can't drive it here, cause mom wanna use it. Well, she paid half of it, so, gotta listen to the buyer. So, I get to drive Proton Saga, again, and Toyota Altis for my brother. Great deal for him, internship salary of RM800, relax work, no rent to paid, cause staying in ah ma's house, just pay for petrol, food and bills. Pay installment for Saga but drive Altis. what the hell.

What next. Oh right, studies. Up until now, it's so year 3. Understand nothing for CRCI, partially for MADM, CG and IF. Just hope the history wont repeat itself, or else, I'm doomed.Next week, WK12 is a nightmare for me, why so?? Hmm...let's see.
Monday, normal day Tuesday, CRCI tut 13/14 presentation
Wednesday, holiday but gotta prepare for IF and RMP presentation
Thursday, IF tut 12 and RMP proposal presentation
Friday, study for RMP mid term, and I yet to have a text book
Saturday, morning RMP open book test, where I have no text book, not intend to get one also
evening, go to Ansun to celebrate ah 8's birthday, happy stuff ^^

Sunday, ACCA conference whole day

Damn, my life is hectic and busy for week 12, hopefully I can get through it peacefully

That's the update for now..More to come for the next blog

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

A Pain In the Ass

2011-03-29T02:21:00.005+08:00

'What a pain in the ass', a term that I've been like to use these few days, cause I really really can relate it to what is happening around me these days.

I've never been this stressed before, just for no reason, I feel like I'm gonna bust out, hitting stuff, saying some bad words. In short, it's my negative side, and frankly,I don't like it, it sucks. What can I do to reduce these? Hmmph...I really have no idea. Like my friend told me, sleep, eat, jump, sport, watch show, hang out, talk, yumcha, these will be the way to reduce tension, and a way not to show the negative side.

Gonna have a presentation this evening, not much preparation is done, cause basically I'm just presenting what I've done, not really a big deal. For some reason, I'm not worried about how I present, or how I manage it, I think I can just go through my own part peacefully, although I always get very very nervous when I'm standing in front. Hopefully it goes well.

However, I somehow got a vision or feeling that something funny gonna happen, and I'll just burst out, right in front of everybody, and it involves 2 person. Damn, it's just a strong feeling that something bad or funny gonna take place, but I don't want that to happen. It's just frustrating, for some reason, and what a pain in the ass.

Alright, it's late night, still got lots of stuff to do. Hopefully it just go on smoothly.

Till then

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Ignorance is Bliss

2011-03-27T03:13:00.002+08:00

When someone tells you something, if you don't like it, just fucking tell people that you don't like it. But sometimes you can't just do that, you gotta think what will happen then.

Perhaps I'm reckless and spitting out words that I shouldn't said, but the point is, I'm only speaking what is in my mind. Which most of the time, I have no idea how to do it. Well, easier said than done.

Have it ever occur that you just stand aside, and watch certain dramas that occurs on you friends, on you just sit/ stand there, just look and see. It's fun doing that, cause you're out of it, and could just make some comments, which will not harm you in any way possible. However, when you're in, you just wish that you're out of it. Damn.

It's a situation where you just does not want to be in, especially in a time like this. Assignments, presentations, finals, and FYP on the line. A lot of variables to be considered, which makes me think that ignorance is bliss. Sometimes, I think that it's a test of endurance, patient and friendship. I just need to go through this tough time.

It's tough you know, having to cope with all these. Having people that don't really speak out their mind, having people that just act selfishly for no reason, having people that thinks they have dragged your ass through everytime, family, results and others. I only want a simple and peaceful life, not full of dramas and faking. It's tiring, draining every fibre and brain tissue, and also the emotional problems.

What can I do?? Probably just ignore, and do my own thing, which I should do since ages ago. Hanging out, do some crazy stuff, back to hometown, eat, sleep, sports, and anything that could release all the tension, and pump in more positive energy.

Till then

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Karma's a Bitch!!

2011-03-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

I've always love watching Survivor from CBS, whereby I always relate what happen in the game, with the lifestyle I'm having right now. In season 20, the combo of Russell and Parvati has been taking on everyone's nerve, in short, juries hate them. And uhh....I just found a combo of them, which I've name "Parsell".

This Parsell has really on my nerve for more than a month now, as I looked as a dumbass for the incident that happened. Being in university means we gotta act like an adult, and be responsible for what we have done. For no reason, Parsell just act like a child, taking no responsibility, taking on people's nerve, and make enemies to everyone. I mean like, REALLY??

I don't care if you have seen this, but like you said, I DON'T CARE, same here with me. If you can do anything, I can too. I'm just a friend, not family.

For the company name, I do think that we may have done wrong. Perhaps people does write it down before us, as they have people to prove that. Their group is at the other corner, it may be our fault or negligence for not seeing that in the first place. Alright, 3 of us agree to change the name, as we hardly even found any info on it. You disagree, as we thought you have start your part, fine, we go over and discuss with them. In the end, both sides disagrees and have to draw lot.

We have won back the company, but had made an enemy to them, and also causes one of us to lose them as friends, maybe forever. How selfish is that act? What were you thinking? Do you realize the consequences of what had happen? Well, I do not live in your stomach or brain, so I don't know what you were thinking. And, I don't think you ever care anything, cause the way you handle your event proves a lot to me.

As time pass, it's time to pass up the assignments, and guess what, you have said that you have done nothing at all. What the hell is that? It's week 9 and you haven't do anything? Where is the logic of this whole thing. So, it makes things clear that you only go after the company for not wanting to lose on anything. That is very reckless, irresponsible and very selfish. What the fuck. What's the big deal on finding another company, it's not like it will take a month. Just a few days maximum. Making enemy to others without reason.

Whatever you do, fine. But DON'T EVER EVER mix my stuff with your's. I didn't choose the part, it's determined by drawing lots. Don't forget what you said, 'anything is fine with me'. Don't just think your part is the hardest, just think how you want to complete your part in time. Shit. Furthermore, your part has caused inconvinience to our editor. Don't complain about what you cannot find or cannot do, if people can do it, why don't you?

A lots of stuff is not being said, but does not mean it didn't occur or anything. Maybe you'll think like, 'why don't you tell me'. Really?? Will you listen in the first place? Perhaps you'll also think 'who are you to say or judge me like that', we do have. Just put yourself in our shoes before you said that.

Let's just say that, Karma's a real bitch, it bites you back. Damn

Year of Rabbit, 2011

2011-02-20T02:08:00.007+08:00

It's been a semester + a few months, since I updated my blog. Finally I got mood to conteng conteng here again. Oh crap, what should I write 1st...???

Hmm, just start with the title, year of rabbit. For me and other horsey as well, it seems to be kinda of a good year, although we 犯太岁this year. The same thing happen last year, but this year will be a little bit better and peaceful. Read and browse through those articles, web pages and blogs about this year prospect, I can conclude that this year will have a wealth fortune (which i doubt as i'm jz student), get a bf (wonder when i get one *blush*) and a little success on career (my case is studies). These are just a few of the good things, does not want to mention those bad stuff, cause I hate that.

This semester starts out quite well for me, peacefully until I had some shock from a phone call, so to say that my past is haunting me. Money and family problems. Got a phone call from mom, talking about results and will not get PTPTN loan this sem, and the story goes. Haven't told anyone about this, just wanna keep on my own, and act as a motivation to prevent the same thing from happening again. For study part, assignments, forming groups, adopting strangers, boring classes and useless lecturers, as usual. I'll talk more on this for the next blog.

And uhh..did I mention this? I got a car...muahahhhahhaa...but just for a month. I got it because uncle left earlier and I could not get a freaking bus ticket on the 4th day of CNY. Anyway, I don't want a bus ticket as I don't want to trap in a uncomfortable seat for hours, about 10-12 hours cause of super duper heavy traffic jam in PLUS highway. Even I need 7 hours of driving, using emergency lane, during half of the journey. It was moment of madness, frustration, worrying the fuel when I start using the emergency lane. Good thing is I did not get into trouble nor accident. *Poof* *Relief*

Just had a reunion dinner with bunch of frens few days ago, it's went on pretty good,other than we waited for 1 hour, because the waitress put our order on hold, as there are some people who just does not have sense of manners and ethics, which is so Malaysian style. Whatever. Overall, the food taste good, and not very expensive. XD

Then, our supposing-ly girls night out become group nights out. Could not get certain individual spill out stories, yet got some extra news. Amanda and Jason, just too much problems between those two, not really wanna get involve. Hope those 2 can come to a conclusion soon, to reduce tension. Not just that, she even asked to join in our FYP group. WHAT?? That's really freaking me out. I was like err...err.... we'll see, just wait and see. Not a really good place to comment on this right now. *sweat*

Brand New Ball Game

2010-10-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

It's only been a week, but doesn't feel like it, more like a month. What a busy semester. When I told others that I'll take 3 subs, the reaction is "U siao ar, people only take 2, u take 3 for what." Initially I don't understand why, but after a week, I finally know why. Damn. Bang.

McD is finally operating in Kampar town, but it's small, dirty, bad service, etc. It's new, and seems to have good business everyday cause people were actually like 'McD lor, 1st in Kampar, some more can refill drinks non-stop, etc'. Totally sweat case, but however, I've been there 4 times just within a week. 2 times I went for meal, and twice just for sundae cone ONLY. I still prefer outside food, or just rather cook myself, for the sake of saving money, as I kinda spend over during beginning of the year when I went to Langkawi.

As for my studies, I take only 2 subs as I was forced to drop SFM cause of probation. Shit. Initial reaction my friends is like 'why you drop SFM, since you're weak in theory (HRM)?' Point taken, but I did do some math before making decision. It's true that I'm weak in theory and should drop it, but that also means I'm going to take it at January semester, which I'll have more sub & more stuff to memories. So, why don't I take it now, more time for it, and leave SFM for future, which I think I can handle it better.

Lots of my friends were dropping HRM, and I was like 'erhhhh', why?? One of the answer is "SFM is major ma, HRM is elective". Erm, so?? U still have to complete it before you graduate right?? Hmm....perhaps we just got different point of view, gotta accept it, as it's you taking, not me. Further more, I'm only behind one sub, not 2 like others. Let it be, let time tells.

That's still some bad news. 1st is I heard that, a friend whom is an expert in memorizing, got a D in HRM, gosh, damn it. Expert also got D, how about me this semester?? Kinda got a bit worried, but it's a different lead lecturer this sem, so, just see how it goes. This also indicate that I gotta double/triple or put more effort for this semester, or else, it'll be like wasting money. 2nd thing, out of no where, I dropped my ID, sucks. Until today, I didn't found it nor receive a phone call indicating someone found my ID or something. Arghhh. So nerve racking, hope to get it back by this week, or else I need to spend RM25 for a replacement. Imagine how many meals I can get just with this amount. Haish, hope to get it back.

It's kinda late, gotta sleep earlier for 8am class later, till then....

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Disaster

2010-10-15T14:25:00.002+08:00

'Candidacy to continue under probation'.... I feel like slamming my lappie, but I know it's not worth it. Semester by semester, my results or CGPA is getting better, compared to most of the people whom are still dropping, yet their results are always better than mine. One thing I should be grateful of is that I didn't fail, but got 3 D's, causing the probation. Damn it.

Everything gets worse this semester, and I don't know why. Attitude?? Such a disaster. No use crying over the split milk, what done is done. Appeal? Confirm not worth it.

The issue now is which subject should I drop, as I'll only have 6 credit hours left for next semester, shoot!!! Worst results ever in my entire life. Should I choose SFM, which I have more confidence in, or HRM, a theory and a hard core subject?? These 2 has it's own pros and cons, I'll still take IT, cause I don't like to have more than one computer subjects for next next sem.

Oh gosh!!!! Fuck. Which subject to drop? Hard decision to make. Arghh.

Till then

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Sem Break

2010-10-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

Has been almost a month since the last post, so....time to update myself here....let's see. I wanna talk about what I do at the day after the last fucking Performance Management paper. Bunch of us went for cinema- Resident evil after life, dinner, bowling, supper. Hmm, I love it when I got the chance to play, ease my mind and distract myself from thinking of the last paper, which is damn confusing.

It also has been kinda long time since the last time I went out with bunch of people going for fun. Kinda relaxing and big spending too, sob sob T.T..... Never really care about the money I spent till recently, cause finally I'll have financial problem as I overspent. But I guess, just cope with it, try to safe a little here & there, bla bla bla.....

Alright, I'll just skip n go to when I'm finally home. Lovely home sweet home. The truth is, I was shock when I reach home, we got a big ass 47 inches LCD TV. Damn. Cost about RM6.5k+. Wow, why in hell the TV is changed, since mommy already got a LCD TV in her room, just smaller. Well, might have lottery or something, don't care, cause it's SO MUCH FUN to watch in this size of screen. One word, HEAVEN.

That's how I spent 1st week of holiday, TV all day long with a big ass screen. XD Just during the weekend, I met some friends in our secondary school to visit our scout juniors. One word, DISASTER. How in hell they can operate in this way nowadays?? And the person in charge are on the other side, chatting with girl guides n kepo in their activities. DAMN IT. For sure they will know the word DISCIPLINE from me, when I'm attending the coming Special Training Camp, Gunung Jerai, end of November.

Talking about this, I'm totally in mood, and really look forward as this camp is designed for the Form 3's, to prepare them for next year, when they are becoming committee. From rumours, I heard that this batch has better potential, but it'll have to depend how they perform later. Just don't understand why kids nowadays are so spoon-feed, even when they call themselves scout. Hello?? This is Keat Hwa Scout, not other school, such a shame seeing them performing in this way.

What else.....Hmm....Oh ya, Movie day at Sg. Petani Village Mall. Watch The Legend of Garhoole and Wall Street, totally 2 different type of story line, but I do enjoy both. Kinda new experience for me to watch 2 movies in one day, but it's fun. XD We also do explore around the town for food, and damn, there's one stall, the laksa is damn nice n delicious, wish I can taste it again in future.

That's it for this entry, post up more update later.

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

FIGHT

2010-09-18T04:50:00.005+08:00

Came across a few blog entries, about family, friends, problem, vacation, outings and studies. Going to have my 2nd paper, Auditing at 2pm. Yet I'm still writing blog, well, just to relax a while and motivate myself to push harder. Make the BEST out of myself.

Having good grades brings a lot of stuff. At home, you can get anything you want, parents will not nag you, go anywhere, spend a lot n etc. Since this semester, mommy doesn't nag me that much anymore, cause I score 3.0 last term, but still I have that kind of pressure somewhere. Firstly is because of the mid-term results. Secondly, wanted to be better and have better grades. etc

Gosh, auditing is such a nerve racking subject. I worried the most about this subject, cause you see... To answer law, you can still copy it from the statue and will get at least half of the marks. Performance and AFA, still can work on those calculations. This??? Perhaps wish for some luck, the ability to bull logically at the exam paper and have good timing when answering the question.

Well, as I have written and paste these quotes on my wall.

NEVER GIVE UP/NEVER SAY DIE

STAY FOCUS

MAKE THE BEST OUT OF MYSELF

So, time to FIGHT and must score well in this paper.

-yEvoN_Dutch-

-改变- CHANGE

2010-08-07T14:51:00.004+08:00

“够力咯”。。。这三个字足以描述我现在的心情与状况。

怎么说呢？很简单，答案就在于自己过分的自信和自大。

这让我想回上个学期约week 7 或 8 的时候，受到挺大的打击。若没记错，应该是mid term的分数太低，差点就不及格了。那时都不知怎么搞的，从那天起就差不多每天都往library去读书。一读，就读到final去了。就这样，上个sem的成绩，虽然没考到First Honor,但也考得不错哦。看到自己的成绩是，也感到很欣慰，毕竟终于，看到自己的成果。^^

应该就是这样吧，现在感觉自己，人不像人，鬼不像鬼。或许是有点太夸张，但却觉得如此。都已经是week 10了，却一点点紧张，害怕的心情都没。嗨，应该是过于的自信吧，读书的态度都是得过且过，临时抱佛脚。想起来，自己都想打自己一顿呐。

考Auditing竟然可以考到脸都青，看到题目手都阵，写的答案也是凭空想象。接着就是Company Law。明明就把所有重点背了，但写的时候竟然头脑一片空白，记一些忘记一些，想起来，感觉自己真行呀。Performance Management 叻，更劲，方程式(formula)都会记错。自己明明在计算方面占优势的，现在呢？呸！AFA 1&2, 第一张，要怪就怪自己上个是不听课。Lecturer上课时所教的‘废话’，竟然是重要的部分，但考试的程度是有点难，所以真的是无话可说。第二张，比起上一张，却是简单了很多。说实在的，只要有复习和回答是细心点，这张纸，根本就是在送分。这一回，送分，我还给他discount，因为至少30分都已经回馈给他了。

这一切一切已经成了定局，再也改变不了。唯一能改变的，就是我的读书方式和态度。记得妈妈曾经说过，不要盲目的跟着别人的脚步或方式，因为适合他人，不一定适合自己。在这，不是要责怪任何人，只是我早就该看穿着一切一切。又不是没经历过，但就是不懂得做好措施。看见其他人repeat，就告诉自己不要fail, 因为repeat，好辛苦呀。我这个人真是有口说人，没口说自己。会告诉朋友不好好读书就会要repeat, 自己却正在慢慢的搭上这条不归路。repeat不是钱的问题，而是时间，面子与态度的问题。

临夜才读书，看来是确实的非常的不适合我。这种方式，只适合在做最后冲刺时在有效。还是像当初一样，坐在library的某个角落，专心的读书。口渴了，就去喝口水，肚子饿了，就去吃东西，有三急，就到厕所解决。虽然只是简单的动作和概念，却带来很大的意义。大老远来到这里读书，就是为了考好成绩嘛。

是时候戒掉平时糜烂的生活习惯，回到正常的读书生活。也是时候睡醒了。该做出改变啦。希望 “亡羊而补牢，未为迟也”，可以应在我身上。

-改变- CHANGE

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Harvey Two Face - Part 1

2010-08-06T13:45:00.003+08:00

Harvey Two Face, one of the main character in Batman, which is topic for my blog entries. The message here is, everything have two sides or more, so just don't stay in one side, and never look at the other side.

During the last short semester, I recalled that there were more presentations than mid term test, which freak me out in the 1st week itself, as I hated and scared presentations. However, that semester is relaxing, and I score quite well. In the contrast, I have no presentations at all, but there'll be test to cover it. Initially I was happy, but turn out that somehow I prefer assignment + presentations, as I will learn more, rather than just studying whole day long.

Tests since week 7, from AFA, Auditing, Law & PM, and I'll be having AFA test 2 soon. Damn it. These lecturers are just expert in torturing students. When you know how to do, time is limited; when you don't, there are plenty of time for you, and facial expression turn to pale and green. How ironic. Hope that I won't have this for my coming test, I'll faint!!!

For some reason, friends just love to ask me to sit beside them, depending on me, some kind of stuff. *hahahahaha* I know what you're thinking, some just wanted some sense of calm & safety, while some really wanted to glance. But....you know what..... Glance as much as you want, cause I'm not even confident in my answers....Bottom line, just DON'T make us get caught together and DON'T disturb me.

Seriously, cheat in the exam hall?? What you're thinking?? Having free pass all the way to graduation, that's easy for you. But then, just cheat as much as you can, I don't think you can really cheat all the way to graduation, cause I know you won't, you'll get the karma, just wait. A Uni student cheating in exam hall, I have nothing much to say, will only curse you failing those 4 credit hours and assignment subjects, that enough. Cursing is enough.

Expressing one's dissatisfaction towards another is normal, but there are some people thinking that it is a problem. Seriously?? what's the problem of just speaking out your freaking asshole mind. Too much gold in your mouth is it?? So pathetic, childish, just can't give absolute answer. Gosh....

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Up, Down, Left, Right

2010-07-26T21:57:00.013+08:00

Few years back, my auntie go to some kind of event to learn fortune-telling (算命). Well, of course she utilizes her 'ability' and tell what our fate are based on our birth dates. For me personally, of course I only remember some negative stuff as that's what I'm interested in. One of it is, I will not have many friends in my life, I guess it has much to do with my personality and attitude which not many people understand me.

For the whole week 8, I'm being pissed off by a few d***ass which don't know that they are really pain in the ass. OMG Don't they sense something is wrong?? Alright, here goes the issues...

There are lots of seats, can't u just sit else where, so that I can place my stuff??

and....Don't ever do the same thing twice!! It's not your seat....Shit

Use your brain to think, don't send me rubbish text...

Please use some U level English...Don't use super low class Manglish.....

Don't make ppl do the job twice, read+ analysis before copy....

Come on, act like guy, stop acting innocent...

Don't tell stuff halfway, acting like you know lots of secret..Bull shit

Get a mirror for yourself, got face problem k??

Don't make me repeat the sentence....

If you ask me Q, I'll generously find the A for you, but please use ur eyes to see, ur brain to think, ,don't ask me back the Q again!!!

These are part of what I face last week, and finally got burst yesterday, when I'm in boiling point. I just don't understand how their brain function, till the point that they can just do these thing so naturally. Curse them!! Hope their meet same species of people in future, so that they'll know how we feel. If I can, I don't wish to be with them anymore. Just nerve racking... they make me show my worst attitude out, damn it.

I come across a few blog entries these few days, quite shocking when I saw the content. Blogging is good, as you can some part of people that normally not shown daily in their faces often. Maybe because of assign., I really can't stand it when I saw people use those low life manglish, come on, use some proper english. Wrong spelling or short form is ok, but don't ever ever use some alien language that only you alien can understand. Don't even know how to differentiate or use 'them'/'they', I think you can jump into Westlake or dig your own grave, cause there lots of graves in the main entrance into Kampar New Town.

For certain people, I just don't know what they are thinking. Honestly, I'm worry for the sanity both your future partner and u, u might just end up torturing yourself. If you don't share your feelings, how the hell people going to know you?? Now I seriously need a mirror, those that can reflect people's true personality. I'm sick of fakers and idiots whom are so **** about everything.

Well, that's me. Don't care u like or not, read this entry or not. Just like what my friend told me moments ago about Shakespeare, 'life is like a stage, where everyone act differently everyday', *something like this* . I might look just like how you thought I am, but don't trust your eyes, they only show exterior, not interior. I'm actually acting normal, it's abnormal in interior.

-That's me-

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

It's Year 2

2010-07-14T18:19:00.004+08:00

I've been back here to Kampar for one and half months, and it sucks. I dunno why, but it doesn't went very well for me personally. I feel lonelier than ever...Why?? God knows...

I was looking forward for this semester actually......but... the more you want, it'll be harder to achieve...sigh. It's major subjects, what can you expect?? Easy like ABC?? Wait long long, and it'll never be so. Gosh, I guess I'm a bit emotionally unstable...trouble with lots of problems...

Studies is what we should do, and to be honest, I quite admire the style those Westerners apply, where you can just do whatever you want whenever you like. As we can see, the country there are much more better, advanced, happier. Studies is never a major thing for them, instead, doing what you're best in is the best interest for everyone. Then you look back at Malaysia, urghh.... Government require us to finish secondary school before going into the industry. Come on, won't you think it'll be too late to find your talent when you're already 18? Stupid government policy.

Alright, back to my year 2. Auditing, AFA, Performance Management and Company Law is such pain in the ass, more critical thinking than ever. I was wondering how am I gonna complete my studies, with these nerve-recking subject going on until year 3 sem 3?? siao eh....

If I can, I might consider migrate to somewhere else, to find a place where I don't need to face these stuff, and just do the stuff that I like, until I'm ready to go back into the reality again....

-continue dreaming-

Camping Fever

2010-07-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

Just recall back....."When is the last time you go for a camp?"....Let me see.... October 2009, First Aid Camp in Gopeng, Perak?? nahhhh.... You don't call that camping.....Alright...Go back further, June 2008's Campfire Night?? nahhh....Didn't participate much, as I only go for one night.....Now I remember, December 2007's Carnival Camp, although that camp's quality does not reach my own level of carnival craziness. But still, it's the last major camp I join.

For a scout like me, from Keat Hwa 53rd Scout Troop, I myself considered most of us are true scouts inside our heart, society, community or what ever word you can use to describe. We do really apply what we learn into our lives now, and it gone pretty nice for us. For me personally, I think joining the troop changes me a lot, good and bad as well. I learn a lot which obviously what we can't learn from book, gain lots of experiences, exposure, human relationship, responsibility, cooperation, learn to be grateful, think from different perspectives, etc etc.... It gives sweet memories as I grow up. In short, I think in some perspective, I'm much more matured compared with some idiot peers that I encountered throughout my life.

OK....enough mumbling....back to the point. It seems like most of the scouts (of my peers of course) are having some kind of camping fever, as we couldn't join most of the camps organized by the troops ever since we graduated. So, there's an idea coming out from Yong Wee and Kher Yee, during one small gathering, to have a 2 days 1 night camping at Gunung Jerai. Oh man, there's lots of sweet and bitter memories gain from there. Then, after some discussion, phone calls, they decided to organize a 'song song' camp, for us, young rovers a camp. Great. It will be held 2 days later, as lots of things need to buy and prepare which will take only 1 day. Not bad I guess, just 1 day, and we settle most of the problems.

The next day, they go for shopping groceries at Tesco and Pacific for our food supplies. Neither I nor my brother go, because we are not so free on that day itself. So, the whole day was like waiting the time to pass so that we could go for camping.

Camp Day 1
Here we go... First, let's list down the participant: me, my brother Wey Chun, Suelyn, Chuu Ying, Yong Wee, Kher Yee and Calib. It's just 7 of us, but the whole car bonnet is full of foods and supplies. *Whoa* can you imagine?? 7 people, 2 days 1 night, we do have lots of things. What to do, this is our own kind of fun camp, it's all about fun.

Due to insufficient of seats, the girls and Yong Wee drive to G.Jerai, while the remaining 3 guys take bus. Oh my....let them recall the feeling of taking bus again, but this time without uniforms and heavy haversack. The guys are slower of course, but I think we waited about 1 hour before they reach. Then, we went up to half-mountain top...vroom vroom vroom...the van is real fast. Those feelings are just word-less, you can't possibly describe the feeling of going camping again. *hahahahhahaha* Hike hike hike, jalan jalan jalan....finally we're reach the campsite.

Now I know how bad my stamina is, sweating non-stop from the way down here. Perhaps I should spend more time on sport than sitting in front of my lappie. Build tents, collecting fire woods, look at the water supply, cook our lunch after we reach there. While building tents, there's some kind of plastic, yellowish, none of us know what it is....eewwwww..... then they joke that maybe Khai Shan didn't throw away that condom cause that tent that we found that thing is his. Gosh, can he just clean up after using? Eww....*hahahhaha*

After eating and cleaning up, we plan to go for water war. Sadly, the water is shallow and dirty enough which looks like 'leng teh' (herbal tea). *Yucks* no choice, we just take some photos, chat, place our legs in the super mini water fall, spend the whole afternoon there. From there, we could view across lots of greenish paddy field scenery. The view is totally breath taking, makes you feel like going out from city life. While 5 of us were chatting beside/on the water drain, my brother n Kher Yee just simply lay down on chair sleeping under a small shelter. and they did pay for it as, I think someone did splash some water on their face.

As it is getting darker, and we don't have light supply especially at the bathroom, we all rush to cook + eat dinner + shower before it gets too dark. The dinner are just splendid, gotta be the best dinner I ever get throughout my camping experience. Maybe we're too hungry, we finish dinner quite fast. *smile-happy*. After cleaning, we all just lie down on a huge fly sheet while enjoying the stars. How nice it is, spending the night like that, playing cards, eating junk food, drink hot drink as it is cold. Times pass, and we go to see the night view which is fabulous, n of course, taking lots of pictures for memories and for facebook too. From there, Iron Man is born, Kher Yee imitate I.M. by placing his torch on his heart while taking photo. Oh my, lots of jokes could happen here.

After that, we go back and just lay down again to spend the whole night chit chatting, playing butts, tickling people, taking stupid photo, share past scouting experience. Wow, I couldn't possibly imagine that Chuu Ying got lots of bad experiences that cause her to have the post of normal Committee Member. Kinda big secret to me. But, what to do, we can't reverse time. And of course, we also did call Shan Yi who is still in Penang on that time, and tell her how fun it is to camp. The day before she cursed us, but it failed cause no raining. Guess she's too childish in a way, can't she possibly think how many camps that we did not go, and she did attend those camps. Guess she's jealous in short.

DAY 2
Being waked up by Yong Wee's whistle in the morning, oh man... it makes me recall while I'm having camping as a junior scout. When I walk out of the camp, most of us has already wake up and start packing, cleaning and preparing breakfast of course. We have sardine+ bread+eggs+milo/nescafe/oat. Kinda full, maybe because most of us take brunch instead of breakfast. After that, we start cleaning utensils, tent, campsite, packing etc etc. There's lots of cooperation you could see. Of course, there's some entertainment from Iron Man-Kher Yee and Calib-Ip Man. Both are 20 n above, but still act like 4 year old child. haih~~ Guess these boys still have that child behavior some where in their heart.

As we finish, we hike up back where we need to take the van. Oh my, that's much more tougher than going down, sweating and panting non-stop. I think if I walk this path twice a day, guess I can throw away some weight and build some muscle. vroom..vroom..vroom.. It's getting warmer, so we know that it's time to back to reality and continue our life. Then we travel back to the city, and have tea at Nasmir. From there, all of us gather and wait to go home.

This is definitely the best experience, best semester break activity. Hope to do this more often. -Love these guys, they're the best-

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Best Semester Break Ever

2010-06-27T20:43:00.006+08:00

It is kinda frustrating when the semester break is only 2 weeks short, man, this gotta be the shortest semester break ever. But you never know what's coming in front of you, which is quite good for my case.

It didn't begin very well especially after that so-called class party BBQ, it is just some kind of joke when people actually say 'eh, y'all having BBQ ar??'. Damn it....It'll break the scenery here if I continue babbling here.....

Kinda feeling funny to travel back at mid-night...After all, it's my brother that fetch me home. Ironically when I did promise him I'll take the shift to drive, but in the end I ended laying on the chair as I was too tired because of cleaning my room whole day and didn't rest much.

The next day is one of the best, wake up at 12++ as we reached around 3-4am...I love that feeling. Suppose to have a gathering that night, but postpone to Saturday night due to some inconvenience. Meeting these people makes me feel like I am myself. Although just 6 of us, we can just chat the night off, laughing non-stop, talking about lots of issues, jokes, etc etc.

I have an unexpected visit from my uncle. Oh my god, his son, my cousin, is so dammnnnnnn cute. This boy is like what I heard from the rumors. Cute as hell, looks a lot like his daddy, and he can just sit beside, ask you lots of questions, watch lots of cartoons. A kid age of 4-5, but he could just talk non-stop. Sadly, I missed a dinner with them as I need to go for BBQ party with my ex-classmates.

Then I have another BBQ party session with my ex-classmates. Now we're talking, these is what you call a party and my type of civilization. Rubbish talk, nonsense talk, bad talk is my type of conversation, in which I can get it from these people. Damn, I love these people. The food are great, maybe because I only take brunch around 1pm until 8.30 pm. Starving..... The environment, scenery, feeling, peoples factor makes these gathering feel fun. Although it is in country side (kampung), but these is were I half-grew up from. I love these place. *happy-love-warm*.......

To be continued~~~~~~

My Study + Examination Week

2010-05-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

Another moment in my blog....Recently just feel....empty...

Study Week
U gotta be kidding me, as this is the first study week/leave that I'm staying in Kampar. Reason, mommy don't allow me to go back home. Damn it, I hate that statement. I personally do not think by staying in Kampar will give me any advantage or something, more dramas, wasted time + money, bla bla...any other bad thing you can think of. Just one word to describe it...disaster. But whatever, I'll find another solution for this. sigh~~

Examination Week
To be quite honest, I'm kinda exicited when this week or moment has come. As I have mentioned in my previous blog, I'm prepared for everything, except for Law, which is a bitch subject, whereby most people will agree with me. Other than that, I'll just say : Bring it on, Game on, it means nothing to me. Alright, lots of people gonna hate me for saying this, and most of the reply is:
Haolian, which means 'sombong' or kinda ego, full of myself....
So what, I can say that cause I've already prepared for that.

Times goes by, the exam just finish. Think I may finally score around 3.0-3.3, and if my effort pay off, then I may as well enter into Dean List. yeah~~

There's lots of thing I encounter for this whole month, and one of things that caught my attention to the most would be a blog read by Chooi Ting and Suet Yee. In which the blog is written by a gay guy, whom is so full of himself and he can just write his blog as though as he got double personality of something.hahahaha...That was so much fun, perhaps I can try to do that sometimes...

Idiotacy around Me

2010-05-03T21:19:00.013+08:00

Idiotacy...?? does this word exist or do I spell it right?? Well, obviously I don't care about, cause as long as I understand it. What does it means, is the idiot act perform by bunch of idiots around me. Who are those idiots, I prefer to say nothing about it, or else it hurt peoples feeling. hmm.., what ever.... I don't care

Before I continue the story, I wanna tell everybody, I have a new hair cut...hahaha....so much fun... RM49 well spent this time, the hair stylist really do a very great job on my hair...hahaha..so happy... so, lets see some picture, before n after... tadaa

during chinese new year

new haircut

I certainly look younger...wahahaha....wait...no... I'm forever young looking..haha.. ok bitch, stop SS-ing...

Alright, let's continue with the story. Basically, there are a few segments, let me think.... I've also forgotten how many idiot act already, never mind, list down slowly.

1) Class Party preparation/planning
To avoid unhappy things to occur again for this semester, Jamie, Suet Yee n I basically agreed that we are the ones who will be doing all the planning, others, just shut up your fucking mouth and just do as you're asked. Am I rude?? Well, it's one of my personality, love me or hate me.

Then, I guess, one of the night, we discuss about food, drinks, venue n bla bla bla... Venue: my house, cause it'll be another idiot act if we do it in CK's house, which is in the Tesco area. Wanna know why they (doesn't include us) choose there?? Cause the place near to Tesco, we can just buy anything there in case there's insufficient food supply. OK, point taken....What the hell are these people thinking...OMG, can't they use their ass and think deeply. Would there be insufficient food supply during BBQ? Maybe.

BBQ are supposed to continue until mid-night, so, you're going to Tesco and buy food? Come on, it's closed by then. If you wanna go for a drink, you have to go back to Westlake area. Oh gosh, these act are just..arghh..just because some one offer their house, not necessary we need to accept. Futhermore, everyone lives at Westlake area, some apartment, and he is the only one in Tesco area, so uhm...you want everyone to travel there? Bull shit...

In addition, there comes a secret plan between me n Jamie, planning to have a secret birthday celebration for Meiyen. Although it's a bit earlier, but who cares?? haha... should be a fun one, having evil plan this time. Cream from the cakes, water war, powder war?? Nah...not so much fun anymore... Beer...wahaha....alcohol should be fun..haha..evil laugh

2) Timetable
Another UTAR fail product, system go down for around 30 minutes (i guess) before we can log in again. Never mind, as long as I get what I want with people that I want. Since I forget when, CK dumbass has began to getting on my nerve and just wish him to disappear from my sight, then here comes another kid to join us, Kah Hoe. On the surface, I may look to have a normal relationship with everyone, but then, not much people knows that these 2 guys totally disgust to hell. Lucky to still have Suet Yee & Meiyen around.

During the registration, there are still idiot act from someone. Gosh, really?

a) It's registration day, you want to save money and choose not to go to CC, rather stay at home, genius.
b) You planning to repeat FIM, and yet you also choose to study Performance Management as well, genius.
c) You have the whole CC fulll of Accounting students, and yet you SHOUTED "yeevon, can log in already" in front of everybody, genius.
d) You go to another CC when the system is down, thinking that it is the internet speed problem, genius.
e) Timetable that can be arranged in 3/4 days, you make it 5 days, with one class each on Monday & Tuesday, genius.

There's another thing I don't quite understand? Why people just come to me and ask me to make decisions. Come on, I'm just a human being like you. Haih~~ guess my personality can tell the story. Could be good and bad, depends on the situation. Suet Yee told me that because I'm always the one with the main decision, the one that make decision. Well, what can I say?? Let it be, sometime I just love the role of silent leader.

Conclusion, we got a new 5-some for next semester. We'll see how it goes.

3) Studies
Stupid SMS from another genius, asking a question that'll make just wanna throw away your phone. But then, my K660i is precious to me, so, no way with that. Here it goes " the notes is additional or the original?" Can't you just use your brain and think about it for a minute. Why would I get you a photocopy if it is original. Only additional notes will be photocopied to you all people.Arghh... that annoy me a lot. hush~~

FAF II, QT II, P.MA haven't give me a huge problem, cause I love/prefer this kind of subject rather than something like Law. I got a feeling that if I mess up with that, I might fail this subject, seriously. Oh boy, how am I gonna deal with it. The letter F cannot exist in my cert, I can't allow that to happen. Just wish that I'm lucky enough to get the tips and everything. haih~~ English for Business is like another additional subject for me, I never bother it until the last minutes, think I can do well on this.

my emo face throughout study & exam week

Half Way Through

2010-03-14T11:11:00.002+08:00

It has been half of the semester since i have updated my blog, for a very simple reason - LAZY
Don't be mad at me, i do not want it to happen too....

Alright, shut up for the nonsense.... Recently, everything happen around me has been not very smooth, and I wish to know WHY?!! 1st up, issue of shifting house. This is the one that makes me frustrated the most. At the beginning, everything is still ok when you are invited to shift along, where you disc uss what you do together, study n etc. It changes when the CNY holiday ends. What do you think when you saw the message of 'I think you can't move with us cause my parents want my brother to shift along too', it's more like, 'you're out!'. Damn, just feel like fucking their head off. Arghh...

Well then, I try to shift with another person, which we are just classmates. She was quite reluctant to talk anything further, perhaps she afraid that something bad could happen and do not want people to blame her or something. And boommmm, when I ask her again, she said does not want to shift anymore. At that moment, I was like 'damn, what the hell is happening? How come it always have problem when I try to shift?'

Last choice then, now I try to shift alone, and I call two person in which their number is on the screen of Utar website. Now, fuck them n UTAR. What the hell... If your units are no longer available, why you still post them in the website, it's misleading people. Damn, now I just feel like chopping these people's head off. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

How many choices are left then? 1st, remain here n continue paying expensive rentals. 2nd, try to find again, with limited time n choices.

Damn, what the hell? what am I supposed to do now...?? Please give me some hints and guidance....

Brand New Semester

2010-01-23T12:35:00.002+08:00

It's finally 18/1/2010, the very first day for the new semester. I guess ever since days ago, I somehow looking forward for this semester. Well, of course, I do set some guidelines and request a mission for myself, so that it can motivate me to accomplish my personal mission. Which is to get good results. *haha* I guess this is what everyone says for every beginning of the semester.

The first class/lecture is FAF II. Oh gosh, it took a long time to find a parking space cause obviously there are lots of people driving cars (students are getting more and more richer by the semester it seems). Pooff~~ And because of that, we're late for 10 minutes. But never mind, the lecturer don't even bother, as he was busying giving some brief revision to all of us. He's Mr.Francis, a crazy old man. He even says that no lecture notes will be given, as now we are research university. Suddenly, *swt*, how m I going to score for my finals. haih~~

As the days goes by, I finally get to know who's the lecturer and tutors for all my class:
FAF II : Mr Francis/ Ms Leong Xin Yu
QT II : Ms Koay YY/ Ms Ng Chee Hung
Macro: Ms Koong SS/ Mr Wong Chin Yoong
English: Mr Gerard
Law : Ms Priscillia Yap/ Mr Raja Singam

The fact that shock me most
1. Mr Gerard as both lecturer and tutor for English for Business. I'll be seeing him again for 2 semester in a row.
2. Ms KSS as Macro lecturer, I wonder can I score again like what I did last semester.
3. FAF II will be challenging subject as no lecture notes is provided.
4. Business Law is such a bitch subject, I don't even know how to answer or how to score. Further more, the classes are like hypnosis sessions.
5. How m i going to manage QT II, when statistic is what I hate/weak most.
6. Having Mr Wong CY as Macro tutor is such a relief.
7. Block H/I are such a weird place, winter in the classes, summer outside the classes

Looks like I gotta put more effort for this semester, as there's more and more challenging subjects coming by. *Erghh* Please give me energy, clues and guidelines.

My Holidays with Scouts Part 2

2010-01-21T15:23:00.003+08:00

OUTINGS

I guess this is one of the best part of my entire holiday, other than shopping at SGP, JB and KL. *haha*. My scout mate tell me that, after all, scout mates are always the better friend than college/uni friends. Know why?? Because scout mates will just talk straight, whatever that is in their mind, just 'shoot' you directly in the face in front of everyone, share their likes and dislikes, talk about scout experience and etc. Compared to my uni friends, I really do think that scout mates are really really good friends.

After since Open Day and Scout Night, it's really good to have an outing with scout mates among the same age without seeing those juniors that'll just make us disappointed and piss-off. Well, what we do?? We watch a movie at Alor Star Mall at 1130pm at Saturday night. As the next day Sunday is a holiday, due to Sultan Kedah's birthday, the cinema is fully seated. :P First time in my life to imagine Alor Star's cinema can be fully seated at Saturday night. *haha*.

First of all, let me list out who join in this outing. Me, my bro Wey Chun, Kher Yee, Khai Shan, Li Yong, Shan Yi, Jin Sheng, Lee Hui, Ste, Yi Ying and one of their friend. I gotta say, I really got lots of fun with them. Our movie 'Tiger Woo Hoo' is act is DJ from MyFM and also TV Host from Astro AEC. It has been since a long time I did not watch such funny movie.

The story mainly focus on the Tiger Dance which is only performed once every 60 years, and your zodiac sign have to be Tiger in order to learn this dance. Because of manipulative advertisement which allow people to earn about RM10,000 per month, it causes lots of problem and also laughter at the same time. *wahahhaha* (better dont give too much info, watch it yourself.)

After the show ended, of course we settle the money problem before going to 2nd round. It is always funny to see people gather in one round and then start having some problem. Imagine if somebody shout "Skuad, masuk baris" and settle this problem. hahahaha, everyone will sure bust into laugh and laugh at least 2-3 minutes before they could settle down. As they settle the money problem, all of us were thinking where to go for our supper. After some discussion, we decided to go for curry mee somewhere in Pekan Cina.

As we were driving through the stall, we just noticed that it is closed. Maybe because the owner wish to have holiday as the next day is a state holiday. Then, one weird thing happen, which Shan Yi keep on driving and park beside a curry rice shop. As everyone reach, we were all having question mark, as this is curry rice shop, not curry mee shop. *lol* Then, any conversation takes place to decide where should we go next. 5 minutes later, we decide to go to a mamak stall nearby.

At there, we just keep on crapping and talking jokes, experience and etc until around 2am in the morning. All of us cannot stay too long, as most of the college/uni student are going outstation or travel back to where we study in the morning/ afternoon. As we were paying our bill, the waiter's outfit makes us laugh non stop. He was wearing some kind of punk T-shirt where the cartoon his shirt is all spiky hair. Then we look at his hair, it seems like he dint use Gatsby to gel his hair, as his hair is falling down. *wahahahahaha*

Finally, we all went home. As I said earlier, this outing is one of the best outing in my holidays. Hope that I can have it another time with them again. After all, scout mates are the best buddies. ^^

My Holidays with Scouts Part 1

2010-01-21T14:51:00.004+08:00

Since last time while I'm still a junior, many seniors/rovers says that 'everything you experience here will be a nice a sweet memories when u grown up'. Right now, I totally agree this line of words, cause it's true. So juniors, spend more time with scout. *haha*

Open Day Preparation
Open Day preparation is always one of the main event at beginning of the year, cause it requires lots of preparation, strength, time, materials n etc. While I plan to visit my lovely juniors, suddenly one of them tell me that there'll be a one day holiday for them before school reopens on sunday. "walao" is the word that pop up in my mind, what the heck are they doing?? Arghh

As days pass by, I finally got chance to visit them at school during Friday and Saturday, which is just 2 days before the grand Open Day of the year. Just as I step inside there, one major thing came into my mind: 2 days before Open Day, which does not look like it. Looks more like one week before Open Day. Not be sound bitchy or anything, these bunch of people are such are failure without the help from Rover N. As I ask around, it seems like Rover N is the one who more planning than they do.

Things that I saw is as below...
1. No one salute to the committees/ rovers
2. 4/5 people doing 1 person's job
3. Working speed is about 5 times slower than last time
4. Knots (Ikatan) are loose n hideous
5. Members are so relax

There's still much more I can say, but I guess it's pointless as they'll just ignore you. U know y? They never get punish. No pumping, no star-jump, NO DISCIPLINE at all. As a DM last time, I'm totally disappointed. On top of that, the Form 4/5 are just so relax as a committee themselves. Came to school but do other clubs stuff. OMG, I'm totally fire-up when I saw such situation. Sigh~~ Hope God bless so that this uniform body wont go down n off.

Scout Night
One of the event that I've never join. However, I think its a good plan n night as it really does help for a better future, for both the scouts and parents. Last time, parents never understand why we just love to join activities, and this event does help to explain why. From their response, I guess parents finally can understand why and will allow their kids to join activities more often.

I gotta say, I'm impressed of the progress and everything that occur for this event. Totally a different thing from Open Day preparation. I guess that's what happen when Rover N is the one who do all the planning, and almost all of the preparation. I think the trend change now. Let's just assume this event occurs around 10 years ago. F4/5 will be the main planner and the organizer, while Rover N are just giving advice. But now, what happen??!! Rover N is the planner, while F4/5 is only the helper. *yaiks* I'm really speechless, and wonder who could help them??

Short Semester Begins

2009-12-18T15:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks to the terrible bad connection, bad timetable n laziness inside me, seems that i did not update my blog for months. (urghhh, what a bad excuses).

Firstly, during week 1....below r my thoughts...
It's a new semester again. Honestly, I don't really looking forward as my closest friends are not in the same classes with me, n plus other reasons. Luckily, this is only a short semester, let's jz hope that 7 weeks will just pass very very very FAST.

There's one coincidence stuff happening around, which all the lecturers/tutors are all INDIANS. Walao!!!! I can't believe it until week 1 is officially over. Nothing special happen during classes, jz normal lectures. However, all lecturers are SOT eh, can't fool around with them. Why i say this?? Well, short semester, only 1 sub contribute in CGPA, but 3 of the subjects require SOLO presentation (one of the greatest fear)... What the hell. Totally out of the box.

Let's talk about people. Acting like what i have been since months ago, just trying to cope with it, althoughtsome incidents just make me feel very very irritated. Going into 2nd day, I told Jamie this: How am i going to hold on when I already cannot tahan for 2 days. DAMN! Did I make the correct decisions? who knows? Since it is another new semester, for sure we talk about last semester result, and I never ever thought that my result is the best among these human beings. Those who are better than me are in other classes of course. They think that 2.86 is good enough?? Oh come on! Can you be satisfied when you can't even reach 3.0? Not to be rude, but one thing I learnt is, never compare yourself to losers, which is under you. Oh gosh, there's a bitch here, but hey, doesn't it make sense? Whatever, it just very disappointed when I didn't achieve 3.0 for my CGPA.

Next, FOOD!! I ate steamboat BBQ twice in this week, making my stomach burst (Need ENO). Tuesday, i ate with Jamie, Fat fat n Leanne. Friday, I ate it with AC12 plus other friends. Oh man, eat all you want, make it worth. It is very delicious though. HEHEHEHE. Wish to try it another time.

That's all for the studies....

Roller Coaster Morning

2009-09-10T19:16:00.001+08:00

Hmm.... It has been since a long time I did not update my blog...
WHy?? Hardly got time as I need to spend more time studies for exams....

This morning I'm being waked up by Jamie's morning sms on 7.30am, wah...since a long time I didn't wake up so early
Tick tock tick tock~~ then finally at 8am, BOOM~~ the war begins...

What are we doing? Hmm.... We are on war to choose our ideal timetable
Damn, tried for almost half an hour, but just couldn't log in, then my friends all were reporting the availability of classes is being less n less....
When everyone has log in n I'm not, immediately text for help...

OMG, what kind of war is this? So fast finish, I still cannot get what I want....
My mood is down to the edge when Jamie called n say "Japanese class all gone, P.Malaysia also gone, EM also gone, Moral left 2 classes, and other bad news..."
Which indicates I could not have my IDEAL TIMETABLE!!! arghhh~~

Lucky thing is still got some other friends who is same fate as me....
We discuss and discuss, finally got our conclusion -
Tamil, Moral, Communication Skills and English for Management

Damn, I could not believe it, I actually chosen Tamil?? No choice, sigh~~
Better continue study smart for my finals....

Class Party

2009-09-07T18:43:00.001+08:00

tsk tsk tsk....meiyen haha

Oh my gosh, it's almost one month since my last post. Sigh~~ What to do?? Another laziness and tiring days for me. Nothing special except class party. Let the pictures do all the talkings.

Back Again

2009-08-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Malaysia government, always the organizations who are just pure expert in making Malaysian suffer. Which is also the reason why i'm back to my hometown, to do the PTPTN stuff.

Just before I hop into the bus, I did something that i never thought I would do it. To complete my lunch in just 15 minutes, which is McDonald's burger. Not just burger, but the whole set. hehehehe Geng leh.... Then when I just about wanna leave the place, an idiot knock me without any apologise, damn FUCK You. Wish you choke while eating your burger. Seconds later, the sky started to rain. Duhhhh....., hope I won't catch cold, cause I need to carry my bags, which left no hands for an umbrella.

vroom vroom vroom, the bus was proceeding back to alor star. About an hour later, the bus driver just stop the bus by the side. OMG, not again... last time when I was back, same incident happen.... Well, I don't care, cause I was watching movie with my laptop, just do whatever you should and continue the journey. Later then, the driver said something, which I do not hear clearly, but then I saw all passengers taking all their belongings and left the bus, then I might just follow them.

Thank god we were not asked to wait at the highway, but change into another bus. Whatever, as long as I can go back, nothing matters. Furthermore, I get a single seat this time, and much much more comfortable. But then, there's a Chinese uncle who could not just shut his mouth off, although he is wearing a mask. Lucky for me, I might as well plug earphone and continue my movie.

wah... that uncle can just talk non-stop. Come on uncle, shut up, give some privacy to people la, some people need to have a nap, thought you are the one who booked the whole bus meh?? Sigh~~~ this is how I spend my afternoon, until finally 7.45pm I reach alor star, and just continue proceed to buy dinner.

Presentations....

2009-08-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

Sigh~~ Don't know what to post.... being so moodless recently.... Seeing and adding some pictures into this blog might be something interesting....

Study- for better understanding or better results?

2009-08-04T14:26:00.001+08:00

As I was chatting, suddenly, this sentence came into my " studying is for better understanding or better results?" Phooff. Then i look back at my mid term results, looks like i'm currently studying for better results, only small part for better understanding.

For example Principles of Microeconomics. While studying in foundation, I knew that it is not going to be easy, but still I don't pay attention on it, as I thought I could do well for this paper. And well, I pay for it, where I only score a little bit more than half for the mid term test during foundation. As the subject goes on with tougher topic, I totally have no idea what economics is about. Ooo yeah, cause me to get only C+ in the finals. What you call it? Retribution. Sigh~~

From all the lesson learnt from foundation year, I knew that at UTAR, you have to study hard to achieve good results. Haih~~, studying so much will sure make me become a NOOB, which does not suit my personality at all. But what to do?? However, my effort pay off well as I no longer fooling around like I used to, and today I get my marks for mid term test 2. Thank God. I score quite high, instead, I score better than I expected, which is 45.5 / 50. Not bad right? I'm also quite proud of myself.

Adding with mid term test 1, which is 88/100, my total coursework mark for is 35.6/40. Never expect to get so high. But still, I think nobody will expect me to score that high. hehehehe (too happy). Still, there are some friends that did not score well because they don't study well or maybe they could not understand. I can sense that, so I did not act like a fool who tell others how high is my coursemarks, cause I know how they feel. Keeping a low profile is also something that I have learnt, it's quite a good thing cause they won't pay much attention on you, especially when you need to be alone.

Somehow, I feel that human is always a greedy creature. If you did not score high, just make an effort to score higher marks next time. And uhm.... some just like to perli people of scoring high marks, although they are just showing they are jealous and not satisfied with own results, I feel like this kind of action is totally unacceptable. Come on, what for being like that? Just score higher marks to satisfy yourself is the best solution.

Another human nature. haih~~~~~ Still, I think that study is just for better results to make your result slip nicer and also satisfy yourselves. What's the point anyway, if you score high and cannot contribute it when you are working next time? sigh~~ Let it be. Nicer result slip will get you a better job anyway.

Well, it's time to study. Signing off looooo......

Human Nature is so Unpredictable

2009-08-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sigh~~~ I have always hated to go back to Kampar, cause it's tiring, costs, hot, and most importantly - SIEN, NO ENTERTAINMENT AVAILABLE

The trip from AS is tiring, moreover, the bus is brojen down half-way, and i was like half dizzy and hard to fall asleep again as those malays are so kacau talking so loud at the back. Duhhhhhh. These are the reasons why i hate to express bus, expensive, slow, kacau, no privacy and etc.

Finally at 4pm, i reach ipoh. DAMN, the whether is freaking hot, how can these poeple survive? Then i walk across the street, waiting for the stupid Kinta bus to back to Kampar, and after 10 minutes, i saw one, without air-con. Oh man, i'm going to meltz....... As i was busying sms-ing asking important stuff, the damn conductor came and scold me while asking for bus fare, because i did not prepare on that time. WTF, you are doing business with me and still you are scolding me. I know that you are tired, but hello, you are not the only one that is tired OK! Fuck you! More over, the bus driver is smoking and spit everywhere he likes. Ewwwww, don't these people have some knowledge about ethics? No wonder the Education Minister introduces the subject 'Sivik' to students nowadays. Haih~~ what more can I say? Human Nature is the answer.

Damn freaking hot condition makes me extremely tired. Arghhh. After reaching, I took a taxi back, and the driver is an Indian, which i hate very much, cause they are always full of their Indian smell and know nothing about hygiene. As i was sitting on his car, I hope he could drive faster, so that i could quickly clean myself up before going for class.

As usual, the class was super sien. Why? Cause you cannot expect much from ben yap, an expert in giving boring lecture and upload those freaking messy and confusing notes. (take a long breath). I have no idea what process is about, and he could stand there and talking non stop. After the class, I went for dinner with my friends.

As I was in the car emo-ing, suddenly I was thinking of the terms 'honesty and integrity'. I once learnt that it is very important in growth and daily life. But since I came here, it seems not so important anymore, as people just don't practice or bear it in their minds. I somehow feel like people are so fake and selfish. Some can just point out their weaknesses or things they have done wrong, but they just don't realise that they are still repeating their same silly mistakes. This is also why I do not wish to think, care, talk or hear, it just makes me feel more miserable than ever. Haih~~ Coming here for studies, also giving me a chance to learn about human nature.

Oh god, please make me stronger for these. I just want a peaceful, fun and memorable university life, not to become a hypocrite. Looks like it's going to be tough life for me. May God bless us all.

Bad Day

2009-08-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... another moment for this blog.

It suppose to be fun as I was finally got a chance to back hometown after 6 weeks, but some incidents happen that cause the day to..... 'sigh'.... not so fun.

There's actually got one ah beng sit beside me on the bus. Gosh, he talk so loud on the phone in which i nearly show him the international sign as i was going to sleep. Lol, i dono what language or dialect he is using, but i think it should be thai, as my instinct tell me. Wanna know what he did other than talking so loud?? Dude, he is shaking his body n leg like a monkey in the zoo while listening to music, using earphone of course. Then i was like, wow, are you for real? (Arghhh) Luckily i was sitting near the window, and just plug my earphone on and look at the street. Bout 1 hour then, he and his fren drop off at butterworth.

Thank god for letting him dissapear in front of me earlier.

Think it's easy? Never

2009-08-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

About 10 years ago, my father told me that he study and revise his homework almost full-time while he is pursuing his bachelor degree in England. Poof~~ 10 years later, here i am, currently pursuing my bachelor degree, i think i finally get what he meant. It's never easy. Sigh

It's week 9, as i am looking at at my wall, which has some sticking note, and wow, i am damn busy for this week. 2 presentations, 1 assignment, and 1 test. Gosh, it's going to use up my energy. Fortunately, time always pass by very fast when least being noticed, and all those in week 9 has come to an end.

1st thing that came by is the FIM test 2, which is held on Tuesday. Well, for me, it's not very difficult, but some how i've made some silly mistakes that will cause me the test. DAMN!!! Whatever, it had already passed, which is something that i won't care so much of. On the same night, a plan is being planned to celebrate one of my classmate (Ivonne) birthday. It suppose to be celebrated at westlake, but there comes up some kind of situation. The other gang, which include Ivonne are late, ok, nevermind, cause we still have half hour 12. They bought along their friends to make the celebration bigger, ok, the more people, i think she will be very happy. WTF, this is what cause the celebration being held at mamak stall, not at westlake, where a lot of stuff is being prepared to make this celebration memorable for her.

Come on, this people really think we were there for yum cha izzit? Lol, that's just part of the plan, and those bunch just keep on ordering food to eat. arghhh, causing the celebration to be held at mamak stall. Nvm, i'm just one of planner, just have to make sure the plan works. While celebrating, she come up with a sentence "I almost forgot my birthday is today, cause only my mom wish me". (showing very happy and shock face). At instance, jamie n me just like 'reaaaaaally?', cause a teen like us will never forget our birthday. After around 30 mins later, the celebration continues at westlake, where Ivonne is being splash with Coke and hit with egg and flour as the beginning of the celebration. Then it continues with everyone that is present( Ivonne, Amanda, Chin Yee, Jamie, Mei Yen, Suet Yee, Lai Leng and me) where every body is full of flour n Coke. Of course, pictures are taken to keep as memories. Damn, it almost 2.30am when it ends. Duh, i still have presentation on the evening.

Presentations, it did not work as what I expected, but at least it is still consider smooth as for both presentations, it can be seen that 6 of us did try our best. Well, language barrier and nervousness still exist, but it can't be avoided, as most of us are chinese ed and lack of presentation skills. For FAF, whole group are worrying about the questions that are going to be asked by tutor, but surprisingly, she ask nothing. Instead, she kind of help us to explain what really happen in the reality for the accounting scandals and fake balance sheet stuff. On the other hand, some technical problems happen before MP's presentation. This is what you can expect from cheap uni like UTAR, problematic laptops and projectors. Sigh~~~ Can't those ICTC idiots format or make it standard so that no problems will occur? OMG, that is so !@#$%&*

Most importantly, no test on this weekend. Oh yeah, which means i can go back to my sweet home to meet my lovely family after 6 long weeks. It always had been torturing to be staying at here for that long. For the record, this is my longest record until now, 6 weeks in Kampar, not fun at all, because my hometown is so much far away from here.

Going home. Sweet. =)

Don't Think. Care. Talk. Hear

Moronic Chapter 2

Moronic Chapter 1

Year 3

A Pain In the Ass

Ignorance is Bliss

Karma's a Bitch!!

Year of Rabbit, 2011

Brand New Ball Game

Disaster

Sem Break

FIGHT

-改变- CHANGE

Harvey Two Face - Part 1

Up, Down, Left, Right

It's Year 2

Camping Fever

Best Semester Break Ever

My Study + Examination Week

Idiotacy around Me

Half Way Through

Brand New Semester

My Holidays with Scouts Part 2

My Holidays with Scouts Part 1

Short Semester Begins

Roller Coaster Morning

~~Class Party~~

Back Again

Presentations....

Study- for better understanding or better results?

Human Nature is so Unpredictable

Bad Day

Think it's easy? Never

Class Party