Monday, July 26, 2010

Up, Down, Left, Right

Few years back, my auntie go to some kind of event to learn fortune-telling (算命). Well, of course she utilizes her 'ability' and tell what our fate are based on our birth dates. For me personally, of course I only remember some negative stuff as that's what I'm interested in. One of it is, I will not have many friends in my life, I guess it has much to do with my personality and attitude which not many people understand me.

For the whole week 8, I'm being pissed off by a few d***ass which don't know that they are really pain in the ass. OMG Don't they sense something is wrong?? Alright, here goes the issues...

There are lots of seats, can't u just sit else where, so that I can place my stuff??
and....Don't ever do the same thing twice!! It's not your seat....Shit
Use your brain to think, don't send me rubbish text...
Please use some U level English...Don't use super low class Manglish.....
Don't make ppl do the job twice, read+ analysis before copy....
Come on, act like guy, stop acting innocent...
Don't tell stuff halfway, acting like you know lots of secret..Bull shit
Get a mirror for yourself, got face problem k??
Don't make me repeat the sentence....
If you ask me Q, I'll generously find the A for you, but please use ur eyes to see, ur brain to think, ,don't ask me back the Q again!!!

These are part of what I face last week, and finally got burst yesterday, when I'm in boiling point. I just don't understand how their brain function, till the point that they can just do these thing so naturally. Curse them!! Hope their meet same species of people in future, so that they'll know how we feel. If I can, I don't wish to be with them anymore. Just nerve racking... they make me show my worst attitude out, damn it.

I come across a few blog entries these few days, quite shocking when I saw the content. Blogging is good, as you can some part of people that normally not shown daily in their faces often. Maybe because of assign., I really can't stand it when I saw people use those low life manglish, come on, use some proper english. Wrong spelling or short form is ok, but don't ever ever use some alien language that only you alien can understand. Don't even know how to differentiate or use 'them'/'they', I think you can jump into Westlake or dig your own grave, cause there lots of graves in the main entrance into Kampar New Town.

For certain people, I just don't know what they are thinking. Honestly, I'm worry for the sanity both your future partner and u, u might just end up torturing yourself. If you don't share your feelings, how the hell people going to know you?? Now I seriously need a mirror, those that can reflect people's true personality. I'm sick of fakers and idiots whom are so **** about everything.

Well, that's me. Don't care u like or not, read this entry or not. Just like what my friend told me moments ago about Shakespeare, 'life is like a stage, where everyone act differently everyday', *something like this* . I might look just like how you thought I am, but don't trust your eyes, they only show exterior, not interior. I'm actually acting normal, it's abnormal in interior.
-That's me-

-yeEvoN_Dutch-


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

It's Year 2

I've been back here to Kampar for one and half months, and it sucks. I dunno why, but it doesn't went very well for me personally. I feel lonelier than ever...Why?? God knows...

I was looking forward for this semester actually......but... the more you want, it'll be harder to achieve...sigh. It's major subjects, what can you expect?? Easy like ABC?? Wait long long, and it'll never be so. Gosh, I guess I'm a bit emotionally unstable...trouble with lots of problems...

Studies is what we should do, and to be honest, I quite admire the style those Westerners apply, where you can just do whatever you want whenever you like. As we can see, the country there are much more better, advanced, happier. Studies is never a major thing for them, instead, doing what you're best in is the best interest for everyone. Then you look back at Malaysia, urghh.... Government require us to finish secondary school before going into the industry. Come on, won't you think it'll be too late to find your talent when you're already 18? Stupid government policy.

Alright, back to my year 2. Auditing, AFA, Performance Management and Company Law is such pain in the ass, more critical thinking than ever. I was wondering how am I gonna complete my studies, with these nerve-recking subject going on until year 3 sem 3?? siao eh....

If I can, I might consider migrate to somewhere else, to find a place where I don't need to face these stuff, and just do the stuff that I like, until I'm ready to go back into the reality again....

-continue dreaming-


Camping Fever

Just recall back....."When is the last time you go for a camp?"....Let me see.... October 2009, First Aid Camp in Gopeng, Perak?? nahhhh.... You don't call that camping.....Alright...Go back further, June 2008's Campfire Night?? nahhh....Didn't participate much, as I only go for one night.....Now I remember, December 2007's Carnival Camp, although that camp's quality does not reach my own level of carnival craziness. But still, it's the last major camp I join.

For a scout like me, from Keat Hwa 53rd Scout Troop, I myself considered most of us are true scouts inside our heart, society, community or what ever word you can use to describe. We do really apply what we learn into our lives now, and it gone pretty nice for us. For me personally, I think joining the troop changes me a lot, good and bad as well. I learn a lot which obviously what we can't learn from book, gain lots of experiences, exposure, human relationship, responsibility, cooperation, learn to be grateful, think from different perspectives, etc etc.... It gives sweet memories as I grow up. In short, I think in some perspective, I'm much more matured compared with some idiot peers that I encountered throughout my life.

OK....enough mumbling....back to the point. It seems like most of the scouts (of my peers of course) are having some kind of camping fever, as we couldn't join most of the camps organized by the troops ever since we graduated. So, there's an idea coming out from Yong Wee and Kher Yee, during one small gathering, to have a 2 days 1 night camping at Gunung Jerai. Oh man, there's lots of sweet and bitter memories gain from there. Then, after some discussion, phone calls, they decided to organize a 'song song' camp, for us, young rovers a camp. Great. It will be held 2 days later, as lots of things need to buy and prepare which will take only 1 day. Not bad I guess, just 1 day, and we settle most of the problems.

The next day, they go for shopping groceries at Tesco and Pacific for our food supplies. Neither I nor my brother go, because we are not so free on that day itself. So, the whole day was like waiting the time to pass so that we could go for camping.


Camp Day 1
Here we go... First, let's list down the participant: me, my brother Wey Chun, Suelyn, Chuu Ying, Yong Wee, Kher Yee and Calib. It's just 7 of us, but the whole car bonnet is full of foods and supplies. *Whoa* can you imagine?? 7 people, 2 days 1 night, we do have lots of things. What to do, this is our own kind of fun camp, it's all about fun.

Due to insufficient of seats, the girls and Yong Wee drive to G.Jerai, while the remaining 3 guys take bus. Oh my....let them recall the feeling of taking bus again, but this time without uniforms and heavy haversack. The guys are slower of course, but I think we waited about 1 hour before they reach. Then, we went up to half-mountain top...vroom vroom vroom...the van is real fast. Those feelings are just word-less, you can't possibly describe the feeling of going camping again. *hahahahhahaha* Hike hike hike, jalan jalan jalan....finally we're reach the campsite.

Now I know how bad my stamina is, sweating non-stop from the way down here. Perhaps I should spend more time on sport than sitting in front of my lappie. Build tents, collecting fire woods, look at the water supply, cook our lunch after we reach there. While building tents, there's some kind of plastic, yellowish, none of us know what it is....eewwwww..... then they joke that maybe Khai Shan didn't throw away that condom cause that tent that we found that thing is his. Gosh, can he just clean up after using? Eww....*hahahhaha*

After eating and cleaning up, we plan to go for water war. Sadly, the water is shallow and dirty enough which looks like 'leng teh' (herbal tea). *Yucks* no choice, we just take some photos, chat, place our legs in the super mini water fall, spend the whole afternoon there. From there, we could view across lots of greenish paddy field scenery. The view is totally breath taking, makes you feel like going out from city life. While 5 of us were chatting beside/on the water drain, my brother n Kher Yee just simply lay down on chair sleeping under a small shelter. and they did pay for it as, I think someone did splash some water on their face.

As it is getting darker, and we don't have light supply especially at the bathroom, we all rush to cook + eat dinner + shower before it gets too dark. The dinner are just splendid, gotta be the best dinner I ever get throughout my camping experience. Maybe we're too hungry, we finish dinner quite fast. *smile-happy*. After cleaning, we all just lie down on a huge fly sheet while enjoying the stars. How nice it is, spending the night like that, playing cards, eating junk food, drink hot drink as it is cold. Times pass, and we go to see the night view which is fabulous, n of course, taking lots of pictures for memories and for facebook too. From there, Iron Man is born, Kher Yee imitate I.M. by placing his torch on his heart while taking photo. Oh my, lots of jokes could happen here.

After that, we go back and just lay down again to spend the whole night chit chatting, playing butts, tickling people, taking stupid photo, share past scouting experience. Wow, I couldn't possibly imagine that Chuu Ying got lots of bad experiences that cause her to have the post of normal Committee Member. Kinda big secret to me. But, what to do, we can't reverse time. And of course, we also did call Shan Yi who is still in Penang on that time, and tell her how fun it is to camp. The day before she cursed us, but it failed cause no raining. Guess she's too childish in a way, can't she possibly think how many camps that we did not go, and she did attend those camps. Guess she's jealous in short.

DAY 2
Being waked up by Yong Wee's whistle in the morning, oh man... it makes me recall while I'm having camping as a junior scout. When I walk out of the camp, most of us has already wake up and start packing, cleaning and preparing breakfast of course. We have sardine+ bread+eggs+milo/nescafe/oat. Kinda full, maybe because most of us take brunch instead of breakfast. After that, we start cleaning utensils, tent, campsite, packing etc etc. There's lots of cooperation you could see. Of course, there's some entertainment from Iron Man-Kher Yee and Calib-Ip Man. Both are 20 n above, but still act like 4 year old child. haih~~ Guess these boys still have that child behavior some where in their heart.

As we finish, we hike up back where we need to take the van. Oh my, that's much more tougher than going down, sweating and panting non-stop. I think if I walk this path twice a day, guess I can throw away some weight and build some muscle. vroom..vroom..vroom.. It's getting warmer, so we know that it's time to back to reality and continue our life. Then we travel back to the city, and have tea at Nasmir. From there, all of us gather and wait to go home.

This is definitely the best experience, best semester break activity. Hope to do this more often. -Love these guys, they're the best-


-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Best Semester Break Ever

It is kinda frustrating when the semester break is only 2 weeks short, man, this gotta be the shortest semester break ever. But you never know what's coming in front of you, which is quite good for my case.

It didn't begin very well especially after that so-called class party BBQ, it is just some kind of joke when people actually say 'eh, y'all having BBQ ar??'. Damn it....It'll break the scenery here if I continue babbling here.....

Kinda feeling funny to travel back at mid-night...After all, it's my brother that fetch me home. Ironically when I did promise him I'll take the shift to drive, but in the end I ended laying on the chair as I was too tired because of cleaning my room whole day and didn't rest much.

The next day is one of the best, wake up at 12++ as we reached around 3-4am...I love that feeling. Suppose to have a gathering that night, but postpone to Saturday night due to some inconvenience. Meeting these people makes me feel like I am myself. Although just 6 of us, we can just chat the night off, laughing non-stop, talking about lots of issues, jokes, etc etc.

I have an unexpected visit from my uncle. Oh my god, his son, my cousin, is so dammnnnnnn cute. This boy is like what I heard from the rumors. Cute as hell, looks a lot like his daddy, and he can just sit beside, ask you lots of questions, watch lots of cartoons. A kid age of 4-5, but he could just talk non-stop. Sadly, I missed a dinner with them as I need to go for BBQ party with my ex-classmates.

Then I have another BBQ party session with my ex-classmates. Now we're talking, these is what you call a party and my type of civilization. Rubbish talk, nonsense talk, bad talk is my type of conversation, in which I can get it from these people. Damn, I love these people. The food are great, maybe because I only take brunch around 1pm until 8.30 pm. Starving..... The environment, scenery, feeling, peoples factor makes these gathering feel fun. Although it is in country side (kampung), but these is were I half-grew up from. I love these place. *happy-love-warm*.......

To be continued~~~~~~



Monday, May 17, 2010

My Study + Examination Week

Another moment in my blog....Recently just feel....empty...

Study Week
U gotta be kidding me, as this is the first study week/leave that I'm staying in Kampar. Reason, mommy don't allow me to go back home. Damn it, I hate that statement. I personally do not think by staying in Kampar will give me any advantage or something, more dramas, wasted time + money, bla bla...any other bad thing you can think of. Just one word to describe it...disaster. But whatever, I'll find another solution for this. sigh~~


Examination Week
To be quite honest, I'm kinda exicited when this week or moment has come. As I have mentioned in my previous blog, I'm prepared for everything, except for Law, which is a bitch subject, whereby most people will agree with me. Other than that, I'll just say : Bring it on, Game on, it means nothing to me. Alright, lots of people gonna hate me for saying this, and most of the reply is:
Haolian, which means 'sombong' or kinda ego, full of myself....
So what, I can say that cause I've already prepared for that.

Times goes by, the exam just finish. Think I may finally score around 3.0-3.3, and if my effort pay off, then I may as well enter into Dean List. yeah~~

There's lots of thing I encounter for this whole month, and one of things that caught my attention to the most would be a blog read by Chooi Ting and Suet Yee. In which the blog is written by a gay guy, whom is so full of himself and he can just write his blog as though as he got double personality of something.hahahaha...That was so much fun, perhaps I can try to do that sometimes...

Monday, May 3, 2010

Idiotacy around Me

Idiotacy...?? does this word exist or do I spell it right?? Well, obviously I don't care about, cause as long as I understand it. What does it means, is the idiot act perform by bunch of idiots around me. Who are those idiots, I prefer to say nothing about it, or else it hurt peoples feeling. hmm.., what ever.... I don't care

Before I continue the story, I wanna tell everybody, I have a new hair cut...hahaha....so much fun... RM49 well spent this time, the hair stylist really do a very great job on my hair...hahaha..so happy... so, lets see some picture, before n after... tadaa


during chinese new year

new haircut

I certainly look younger...wahahaha....wait...no... I'm forever young looking..haha.. ok bitch, stop SS-ing...

Alright, let's continue with the story. Basically, there are a few segments, let me think.... I've also forgotten how many idiot act already, never mind, list down slowly.

1) Class Party preparation/planning
To avoid unhappy things to occur again for this semester, Jamie, Suet Yee n I basically agreed that we are the ones who will be doing all the planning, others, just shut up your fucking mouth and just do as you're asked. Am I rude?? Well, it's one of my personality, love me or hate me.

Then, I guess, one of the night, we discuss about food, drinks, venue n bla bla bla... Venue: my house, cause it'll be another idiot act if we do it in CK's house, which is in the Tesco area. Wanna know why they (doesn't include us) choose there?? Cause the place near to Tesco, we can just buy anything there in case there's insufficient food supply. OK, point taken....What the hell are these people thinking...OMG, can't they use their ass and think deeply. Would there be insufficient food supply during BBQ? Maybe.

BBQ are supposed to continue until mid-night, so, you're going to Tesco and buy food? Come on, it's closed by then. If you wanna go for a drink, you have to go back to Westlake area. Oh gosh, these act are just..arghh..just because some one offer their house, not necessary we need to accept. Futhermore, everyone lives at Westlake area, some apartment, and he is the only one in Tesco area, so uhm...you want everyone to travel there? Bull shit...

In addition, there comes a secret plan between me n Jamie, planning to have a secret birthday celebration for Meiyen. Although it's a bit earlier, but who cares?? haha... should be a fun one, having evil plan this time. Cream from the cakes, water war, powder war?? Nah...not so much fun anymore... Beer...wahaha....alcohol should be fun..haha..evil laugh

2) Timetable
Another UTAR fail product, system go down for around 30 minutes (i guess) before we can log in again. Never mind, as long as I get what I want with people that I want. Since I forget when, CK dumbass has began to getting on my nerve and just wish him to disappear from my sight, then here comes another kid to join us, Kah Hoe. On the surface, I may look to have a normal relationship with everyone, but then, not much people knows that these 2 guys totally disgust to hell. Lucky to still have Suet Yee & Meiyen around.

During the registration, there are still idiot act from someone. Gosh, really?

a) It's registration day, you want to save money and choose not to go to CC, rather stay at home, genius.
b) You planning to repeat FIM, and yet you also choose to study Performance Management as well, genius.
c) You have the whole CC fulll of Accounting students, and yet you SHOUTED "yeevon, can log in already" in front of everybody, genius.
d) You go to another CC when the system is down, thinking that it is the internet speed problem, genius.
e) Timetable that can be arranged in 3/4 days, you make it 5 days, with one class each on Monday & Tuesday, genius.

There's another thing I don't quite understand? Why people just come to me and ask me to make decisions. Come on, I'm just a human being like you. Haih~~ guess my personality can tell the story. Could be good and bad, depends on the situation. Suet Yee told me that because I'm always the one with the main decision, the one that make decision. Well, what can I say?? Let it be, sometime I just love the role of silent leader.

Conclusion, we got a new 5-some for next semester. We'll see how it goes.

3) Studies
Stupid SMS from another genius, asking a question that'll make just wanna throw away your phone. But then, my K660i is precious to me, so, no way with that. Here it goes " the notes is additional or the original?" Can't you just use your brain and think about it for a minute. Why would I get you a photocopy if it is original. Only additional notes will be photocopied to you all people.Arghh... that annoy me a lot. hush~~

FAF II, QT II, P.MA haven't give me a huge problem, cause I love/prefer this kind of subject rather than something like Law. I got a feeling that if I mess up with that, I might fail this subject, seriously. Oh boy, how am I gonna deal with it. The letter F cannot exist in my cert, I can't allow that to happen. Just wish that I'm lucky enough to get the tips and everything. haih~~ English for Business is like another additional subject for me, I never bother it until the last minutes, think I can do well on this.

my emo face throughout study & exam week

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Half Way Through

It has been half of the semester since i have updated my blog, for a very simple reason - LAZY
Don't be mad at me, i do not want it to happen too....

Alright, shut up for the nonsense.... Recently, everything happen around me has been not very smooth, and I wish to know WHY?!! 1st up, issue of shifting house. This is the one that makes me frustrated the most. At the beginning, everything is still ok when you are invited to shift along, where you disc uss what you do together, study n etc. It changes when the CNY holiday ends. What do you think when you saw the message of 'I think you can't move with us cause my parents want my brother to shift along too', it's more like, 'you're out!'. Damn, just feel like fucking their head off. Arghh...

Well then, I try to shift with another person, which we are just classmates. She was quite reluctant to talk anything further, perhaps she afraid that something bad could happen and do not want people to blame her or something. And boommmm, when I ask her again, she said does not want to shift anymore. At that moment, I was like 'damn, what the hell is happening? How come it always have problem when I try to shift?'

Last choice then, now I try to shift alone, and I call two person in which their number is on the screen of Utar website. Now, fuck them n UTAR. What the hell... If your units are no longer available, why you still post them in the website, it's misleading people. Damn, now I just feel like chopping these people's head off. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

How many choices are left then? 1st, remain here n continue paying expensive rentals. 2nd, try to find again, with limited time n choices.

Damn, what the hell? what am I supposed to do now...?? Please give me some hints and guidance....