Brand New Ball Game

It's only been a week, but doesn't feel like it, more like a month. What a busy semester. When I told others that I'll take 3 subs, the reaction is "U siao ar, people only take 2, u take 3 for what." Initially I don't understand why, but after a week, I finally know why. Damn. Bang.

McD is finally operating in Kampar town, but it's small, dirty, bad service, etc. It's new, and seems to have good business everyday cause people were actually like 'McD lor, 1st in Kampar, some more can refill drinks non-stop, etc'. Totally sweat case, but however, I've been there 4 times just within a week. 2 times I went for meal, and twice just for sundae cone ONLY. I still prefer outside food, or just rather cook myself, for the sake of saving money, as I kinda spend over during beginning of the year when I went to Langkawi.

As for my studies, I take only 2 subs as I was forced to drop SFM cause of probation. Shit. Initial reaction my friends is like 'why you drop SFM, since you're weak in theory (HRM)?' Point taken, but I did do some math before making decision. It's true that I'm weak in theory and should drop it, but that also means I'm going to take it at January semester, which I'll have more sub & more stuff to memories. So, why don't I take it now, more time for it, and leave SFM for future, which I think I can handle it better.

Lots of my friends were dropping HRM, and I was like 'erhhhh', why?? One of the answer is "SFM is major ma, HRM is elective". Erm, so?? U still have to complete it before you graduate right?? Hmm....perhaps we just got different point of view, gotta accept it, as it's you taking, not me. Further more, I'm only behind one sub, not 2 like others. Let it be, let time tells.

That's still some bad news. 1st is I heard that, a friend whom is an expert in memorizing, got a D in HRM, gosh, damn it. Expert also got D, how about me this semester?? Kinda got a bit worried, but it's a different lead lecturer this sem, so, just see how it goes. This also indicate that I gotta double/triple or put more effort for this semester, or else, it'll be like wasting money. 2nd thing, out of no where, I dropped my ID, sucks. Until today, I didn't found it nor receive a phone call indicating someone found my ID or something. Arghhh. So nerve racking, hope to get it back by this week, or else I need to spend RM25 for a replacement. Imagine how many meals I can get just with this amount. Haish, hope to get it back.

It's kinda late, gotta sleep earlier for 8am class later, till then....

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Disaster

'Candidacy to continue under probation'.... I feel like slamming my lappie, but I know it's not worth it. Semester by semester, my results or CGPA is getting better, compared to most of the people whom are still dropping, yet their results are always better than mine. One thing I should be grateful of is that I didn't fail, but got 3 D's, causing the probation. Damn it.

Everything gets worse this semester, and I don't know why. Attitude?? Such a disaster. No use crying over the split milk, what done is done. Appeal? Confirm not worth it.

The issue now is which subject should I drop, as I'll only have 6 credit hours left for next semester, shoot!!! Worst results ever in my entire life. Should I choose SFM, which I have more confidence in, or HRM, a theory and a hard core subject?? These 2 has it's own pros and cons, I'll still take IT, cause I don't like to have more than one computer subjects for next next sem.

Oh gosh!!!! Fuck. Which subject to drop? Hard decision to make. Arghh.

Till then

-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Sem Break

Has been almost a month since the last post, so....time to update myself here....let's see. I wanna talk about what I do at the day after the last fucking Performance Management paper. Bunch of us went for cinema- Resident evil after life, dinner, bowling, supper. Hmm, I love it when I got the chance to play, ease my mind and distract myself from thinking of the last paper, which is damn confusing.

It also has been kinda long time since the last time I went out with bunch of people going for fun. Kinda relaxing and big spending too, sob sob T.T..... Never really care about the money I spent till recently, cause finally I'll have financial problem as I overspent. But I guess, just cope with it, try to safe a little here & there, bla bla bla.....

Alright, I'll just skip n go to when I'm finally home. Lovely home sweet home. The truth is, I was shock when I reach home, we got a big ass 47 inches LCD TV. Damn. Cost about RM6.5k+. Wow, why in hell the TV is changed, since mommy already got a LCD TV in her room, just smaller. Well, might have lottery or something, don't care, cause it's SO MUCH FUN to watch in this size of screen. One word, HEAVEN.

That's how I spent 1st week of holiday, TV all day long with a big ass screen. XD Just during the weekend, I met some friends in our secondary school to visit our scout juniors. One word, DISASTER. How in hell they can operate in this way nowadays?? And the person in charge are on the other side, chatting with girl guides n kepo in their activities. DAMN IT. For sure they will know the word DISCIPLINE from me, when I'm attending the coming Special Training Camp, Gunung Jerai, end of November.

Talking about this, I'm totally in mood, and really look forward as this camp is designed for the Form 3's, to prepare them for next year, when they are becoming committee. From rumours, I heard that this batch has better potential, but it'll have to depend how they perform later. Just don't understand why kids nowadays are so spoon-feed, even when they call themselves scout. Hello?? This is Keat Hwa Scout, not other school, such a shame seeing them performing in this way.

What else.....Hmm....Oh ya, Movie day at Sg. Petani Village Mall. Watch The Legend of Garhoole and Wall Street, totally 2 different type of story line, but I do enjoy both. Kinda new experience for me to watch 2 movies in one day, but it's fun. XD We also do explore around the town for food, and damn, there's one stall, the laksa is damn nice n delicious, wish I can taste it again in future.

That's it for this entry, post up more update later.

-yeEvoN_Dutch-