Monday, August 3, 2009

Human Nature is so Unpredictable

Sigh~~~ I have always hated to go back to Kampar, cause it's tiring, costs, hot, and most importantly - SIEN, NO ENTERTAINMENT AVAILABLE

The trip from AS is tiring, moreover, the bus is brojen down half-way, and i was like half dizzy and hard to fall asleep again as those malays are so kacau talking so loud at the back. Duhhhhhh. These are the reasons why i hate to express bus, expensive, slow, kacau, no privacy and etc.

Finally at 4pm, i reach ipoh. DAMN, the whether is freaking hot, how can these poeple survive? Then i walk across the street, waiting for the stupid Kinta bus to back to Kampar, and after 10 minutes, i saw one, without air-con. Oh man, i'm going to meltz....... As i was busying sms-ing asking important stuff, the damn conductor came and scold me while asking for bus fare, because i did not prepare on that time. WTF, you are doing business with me and still you are scolding me. I know that you are tired, but hello, you are not the only one that is tired OK! Fuck you! More over, the bus driver is smoking and spit everywhere he likes. Ewwwww, don't these people have some knowledge about ethics? No wonder the Education Minister introduces the subject 'Sivik' to students nowadays. Haih~~ what more can I say? Human Nature is the answer.

Damn freaking hot condition makes me extremely tired. Arghhh. After reaching, I took a taxi back, and the driver is an Indian, which i hate very much, cause they are always full of their Indian smell and know nothing about hygiene. As i was sitting on his car, I hope he could drive faster, so that i could quickly clean myself up before going for class.

As usual, the class was super sien. Why? Cause you cannot expect much from ben yap, an expert in giving boring lecture and upload those freaking messy and confusing notes. (take a long breath). I have no idea what process is about, and he could stand there and talking non stop. After the class, I went for dinner with my friends.

As I was in the car emo-ing, suddenly I was thinking of the terms 'honesty and integrity'. I once learnt that it is very important in growth and daily life. But since I came here, it seems not so important anymore, as people just don't practice or bear it in their minds. I somehow feel like people are so fake and selfish. Some can just point out their weaknesses or things they have done wrong, but they just don't realise that they are still repeating their same silly mistakes. This is also why I do not wish to think, care, talk or hear, it just makes me feel more miserable than ever. Haih~~ Coming here for studies, also giving me a chance to learn about human nature.

Oh god, please make me stronger for these. I just want a peaceful, fun and memorable university life, not to become a hypocrite. Looks like it's going to be tough life for me. May God bless us all.



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