Friday, August 12, 2011

Moronic Chapter 2

More details from the previous blog...

'pls respect your fren'. Damn, did you respect ppl in the 1st place. Normally guys 吹水 in conversation, that's normal. But sometimes, don't 吹水 in serious stuff. I heard from other people what's your requirement, YOURS, not OURS, of the 5th FYP member beginning of the semester. (1) good command of English (2) CGPA > 3.0, in the list (pres/dean) better still (3) very effective and efficient in doing stuff. Hello! We never asked those, you make those up, we ONLY asked for a person that can do stuff, without VERY. Damn, its not like we're in President List, we're only normal students. In my mind, can you get a mirror for yourself? Which criteria did you fulfill? NONE, k, NONE! Your English sucks, CGPA < 3.0, and sucks in handling report 癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉 Shit you man, my reputation is damage cause I looked scary all the time, and S being '串'. With those requirement you want, our reputation is totally gone. If you want to die, die alone, don't drag us into it. And you call all these RESPECT?

Credibility. What you say is totally rubbish. Eg: you tell W that C said this and that, then W told C what you said, and C is totally shock as she never said that. Eg2: You glanced C's blog when K was reading it, then you open C's blog and ask her stuff. C asked how you know my blog, and you say K told you. A friendship is gone because of your stupid mouth. K never show you, you glanced it, and K become the scapegoat. Good for you. I think that's enough, you just like to make up stories and damage people's friendship. RESPECT?

Harassing S day in and day out. You might done your part efficient, very fast, but effective? When you've done, S checked and asked you to make amendment, guess what. It's ok to defend your own job, but hello, just minor amendment, not redo-ing everything. But it doesn't matter on redo-ing, u know why? Copy and paste from other researchers, and putting our report on the higher risk of plagiarism. We want a possible A or A- result, not C or C+ result. and uhh... 'U want me to do a prefect report izzit' Walao, that's the biggest joke ever. Just use your ass and think this time, why would people want you to change if it is perfect? Change means got deficiency and lack of certain points k?

Keep on asking people 'where are you' or 'mana u all'. Come on, how old are you? UTAR is secure enough for students to walk around without afraid to get rape or snatching stuff. Some more, you're not strong enough to protect us. Want to go class then go class la, what for waiting for ppl? Izzit that if we're not attending, you're not going as well? Where's the logic? Study is one's effort and understanding, not through going to class with friends. What else.. keep on asking on small minor stuff that can be get through email and wble, that's what technology is made for. Which venue, what time, replacement or not, just check your email and wble, it's available. Fuck you. Minor stuff also need to ask non stop. If its IDK2 then its IDK2, it wont suddenly change to IDK4 without informing everyone. Brainless.

You want RESPECT, I'll give you mine if you manage to hide under your mom's skirt. Then I'll respect you of being to squeeze inside, and have the dare to do so. You expect me to understand you, why don't you understand how I behave 1st?

忍很久, so? All above happens since this semester begins, you think you're the only one that tahan very long. Not just you, others as well. No point bringing everything up to the table. We're all '醒目' enough to act and not to act at times, unlike you. Destroying everything for no reason. I really don't care if you like me or not, I do not need your respect or like-ness to survive in this world, I still have other true real relationship that cares and understands me. If you hate me that much, and really 忍很久, know what? Just fuck off from my face and social circle. Get a life, suck it up. I DON'T CARE, its not like I haven't done it before.

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Moronic Chapter 1

Alright, this is where it'll to my ugly side, still dunno whether to write in chinese or english... guess I'll just mixed it up...

There's just one guy here, never failed to annoy people in any aspect, and also everybody around us. Damn, just an expert in annoying people. No match for him.

Gotta clarify something before I start my story, yeah, I know, I'm harsh on him sometimes, but why la you always choose the wrong timing to talk to me? When I just tell someone beside me something so loud, and you were sitting beside, already heard what I said yet you ask the same question, again. Damn, not just once. Next, I was making fun of people, and why you kepo kepo say something is not relevant, and you say me 'rude'. That's who I am, I wont be acting in this way in front of you, if I don't regard you as my friend. Thirdly, I don't make up stories unless of entertainment purpose, you really aren't trustworthy and what you say does not have credibility, so, I'm just saying your words need to be filtered and ppl laugh. So?? Hello, everyone's words need to be filtered no matter what ok? For you, gotta filtered few layers before using.

The thing is, I said your words need to be filtered. So? Angry then just directly bomb at me, don't send msg while I was driving, nearly bang the divider k. Putting my life at risk, damn. In your msg, 'pls respect you fren', 'i'm the one who dare to tell you this, many people felt this as well'. Fuck you. I don't respect my friend? Come on, that's how I talk with people. Don't you use your brain to think for a moment why people around me is always the same? Because they already get use to how I talk, yet it might be they like my personality of just talking what's in my mind. It shows that I don't hide stuff, no scheming, and true. Unlike you, sms here and there, wasting money and effort. More privacy?? I don't think so. Dealing under table? Yes!!

Only one who dare to tell me this? That's funny. You're not the only one, and certainly not the 1st one as well. My close friends had told me before, years ago until now, still telling me how I should behave. You're not my dad or brother, don't act like that k, its annoying. 'many ppl felt this as well', if there is people who don't like me, ask them to tell me myself, better yet, name them out so that I can find them. Who do you think you are? A representative or lawyer? If you like to represent so much, go study law and represent those who really need help of a true qualified lawyer, don't do it here, you won't get paid.

Next msg, something about apologize and want to become friends again. At first, I kinda ok with that, and try to find a chance to break the ice during thursday 2 in 1 session. Yet, what did u do? I'm not sure whether it is fb virus, or you're d one who really tag me on those stupid pictures. Damn, what the hell are you thinking. Tagging me on a lingerie ad?? What do you mean? That I'm fat enough and can't wear those sexy bra? Fuck you. When I want to buy bra, I'll get my mom to buy for me, no need your concern. and uhh...tagging me again on Voldermort's face? Damn, that's real shitty. That means that I'm an evil psychopath that does not have friends, love, family, crazy for power and other negative stuff. That's it, that's what you want, then you'll get it, I won't break the ice, totally pointless. Another msg, another apologizing stuff, damn, if you really want to apologize, do it properly and sincerely. You don't even know where you did wrong, what for apologize, SAVE IT.

More to come next

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Year 3

Just notice my blog is full of grass for months now, due to my laziness. *again* Well, I'm not really a word person, so, can't blame me for that. It's nearly end of week 11, and I'm just going to update what's going with my life.

1st thing is I finally shift out from Danish stupid idiot House last April. It was a total relief in terms of rent, transport and people. Kinda shock when my friend said "how come you didn't tell us you shift out?" That's news to me, never it occur to me that I should tell everyone where is my whereabouts. However, in a way, that indicate I still have certain value in the gang, glad to hear that. It's actually no big deal for me, cause you see, stupid DH gonna charge full rental include utility bills during my internship. Err...WHAT!! I'm not using yet you're charging me for it. Alright, I move out and save my money for upcoming graduation trip to Taiwan.

New house is total surprise. Crazy housemates with crazy act, crazy routine. Most importantly, keep up with the craziness, that's my culture and way of life and normal routine. Glad to move out, save rental, bills, and get to meet crazy people, most importantly, RELAX~~~ It's year 3 wehh, gotta get some rest sometime right. With them, total relax, no pressure at all.

Next is I finally got a car for my 21st birthday. yayyyy~~~~ Suzuki Alto in metallic white, a MPV car, save fuel cause it's small and light. Too bad I can't drive it here, cause mom wanna use it. Well, she paid half of it, so, gotta listen to the buyer. So, I get to drive Proton Saga, again, and Toyota Altis for my brother. Great deal for him, internship salary of RM800, relax work, no rent to paid, cause staying in ah ma's house, just pay for petrol, food and bills. Pay installment for Saga but drive Altis. what the hell.

What next. Oh right, studies. Up until now, it's so year 3. Understand nothing for CRCI, partially for MADM, CG and IF. Just hope the history wont repeat itself, or else, I'm doomed.Next week, WK12 is a nightmare for me, why so?? Hmm...let's see.
Monday, normal day Tuesday, CRCI tut 13/14 presentation
Wednesday, holiday but gotta prepare for IF and RMP presentation
Thursday, IF tut 12 and RMP proposal presentation
Friday, study for RMP mid term, and I yet to have a text book
Saturday, morning RMP open book test, where I have no text book, not intend to get one also
evening, go to Ansun to celebrate ah 8's birthday, happy stuff ^^
Sunday, ACCA conference whole day

Damn, my life is hectic and busy for week 12, hopefully I can get through it peacefully

That's the update for now..More to come for the next blog

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

A Pain In the Ass

'What a pain in the ass', a term that I've been like to use these few days, cause I really really can relate it to what is happening around me these days.

I've never been this stressed before, just for no reason, I feel like I'm gonna bust out, hitting stuff, saying some bad words. In short, it's my negative side, and frankly,I don't like it, it sucks. What can I do to reduce these? Hmmph...I really have no idea. Like my friend told me, sleep, eat, jump, sport, watch show, hang out, talk, yumcha, these will be the way to reduce tension, and a way not to show the negative side.

Gonna have a presentation this evening, not much preparation is done, cause basically I'm just presenting what I've done, not really a big deal. For some reason, I'm not worried about how I present, or how I manage it, I think I can just go through my own part peacefully, although I always get very very nervous when I'm standing in front. Hopefully it goes well.

However, I somehow got a vision or feeling that something funny gonna happen, and I'll just burst out, right in front of everybody, and it involves 2 person. Damn, it's just a strong feeling that something bad or funny gonna take place, but I don't want that to happen. It's just frustrating, for some reason, and what a pain in the ass.

Alright, it's late night, still got lots of stuff to do. Hopefully it just go on smoothly.

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Ignorance is Bliss

When someone tells you something, if you don't like it, just fucking tell people that you don't like it. But sometimes you can't just do that, you gotta think what will happen then.

Perhaps I'm reckless and spitting out words that I shouldn't said, but the point is, I'm only speaking what is in my mind. Which most of the time, I have no idea how to do it. Well, easier said than done.

Have it ever occur that you just stand aside, and watch certain dramas that occurs on you friends, on you just sit/ stand there, just look and see. It's fun doing that, cause you're out of it, and could just make some comments, which will not harm you in any way possible. However, when you're in, you just wish that you're out of it. Damn.

It's a situation where you just does not want to be in, especially in a time like this. Assignments, presentations, finals, and FYP on the line. A lot of variables to be considered, which makes me think that ignorance is bliss. Sometimes, I think that it's a test of endurance, patient and friendship. I just need to go through this tough time.

It's tough you know, having to cope with all these. Having people that don't really speak out their mind, having people that just act selfishly for no reason, having people that thinks they have dragged your ass through everytime, family, results and others. I only want a simple and peaceful life, not full of dramas and faking. It's tiring, draining every fibre and brain tissue, and also the emotional problems.

What can I do?? Probably just ignore, and do my own thing, which I should do since ages ago. Hanging out, do some crazy stuff, back to hometown, eat, sleep, sports, and anything that could release all the tension, and pump in more positive energy.

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Karma's a Bitch!!

I've always love watching Survivor from CBS, whereby I always relate what happen in the game, with the lifestyle I'm having right now. In season 20, the combo of Russell and Parvati has been taking on everyone's nerve, in short, juries hate them. And uhh....I just found a combo of them, which I've name "Parsell".

This Parsell has really on my nerve for more than a month now, as I looked as a dumbass for the incident that happened. Being in university means we gotta act like an adult, and be responsible for what we have done. For no reason, Parsell just act like a child, taking no responsibility, taking on people's nerve, and make enemies to everyone. I mean like, REALLY??

I don't care if you have seen this, but like you said, I DON'T CARE, same here with me. If you can do anything, I can too. I'm just a friend, not family.

For the company name, I do think that we may have done wrong. Perhaps people does write it down before us, as they have people to prove that. Their group is at the other corner, it may be our fault or negligence for not seeing that in the first place. Alright, 3 of us agree to change the name, as we hardly even found any info on it. You disagree, as we thought you have start your part, fine, we go over and discuss with them. In the end, both sides disagrees and have to draw lot.

We have won back the company, but had made an enemy to them, and also causes one of us to lose them as friends, maybe forever. How selfish is that act? What were you thinking? Do you realize the consequences of what had happen? Well, I do not live in your stomach or brain, so I don't know what you were thinking. And, I don't think you ever care anything, cause the way you handle your event proves a lot to me.

As time pass, it's time to pass up the assignments, and guess what, you have said that you have done nothing at all. What the hell is that? It's week 9 and you haven't do anything? Where is the logic of this whole thing. So, it makes things clear that you only go after the company for not wanting to lose on anything. That is very reckless, irresponsible and very selfish. What the fuck. What's the big deal on finding another company, it's not like it will take a month. Just a few days maximum. Making enemy to others without reason.

Whatever you do, fine. But DON'T EVER EVER mix my stuff with your's. I didn't choose the part, it's determined by drawing lots. Don't forget what you said, 'anything is fine with me'. Don't just think your part is the hardest, just think how you want to complete your part in time. Shit. Furthermore, your part has caused inconvinience to our editor. Don't complain about what you cannot find or cannot do, if people can do it, why don't you?

A lots of stuff is not being said, but does not mean it didn't occur or anything. Maybe you'll think like, 'why don't you tell me'. Really?? Will you listen in the first place? Perhaps you'll also think 'who are you to say or judge me like that', we do have. Just put yourself in our shoes before you said that.

Let's just say that, Karma's a real bitch, it bites you back. Damn

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Year of Rabbit, 2011

It's been a semester + a few months, since I updated my blog. Finally I got mood to conteng conteng here again. Oh crap, what should I write 1st...???

Hmm, just start with the title, year of rabbit. For me and other horsey as well, it seems to be kinda of a good year, although we 犯太岁this year. The same thing happen last year, but this year will be a little bit better and peaceful. Read and browse through those articles, web pages and blogs about this year prospect, I can conclude that this year will have a wealth fortune (which i doubt as i'm jz student), get a bf (wonder when i get one *blush*) and a little success on career (my case is studies). These are just a few of the good things, does not want to mention those bad stuff, cause I hate that.

This semester starts out quite well for me, peacefully until I had some shock from a phone call, so to say that my past is haunting me. Money and family problems. Got a phone call from mom, talking about results and will not get PTPTN loan this sem, and the story goes. Haven't told anyone about this, just wanna keep on my own, and act as a motivation to prevent the same thing from happening again. For study part, assignments, forming groups, adopting strangers, boring classes and useless lecturers, as usual. I'll talk more on this for the next blog.

And uhh..did I mention this? I got a car...muahahhhahhaa...but just for a month. I got it because uncle left earlier and I could not get a freaking bus ticket on the 4th day of CNY. Anyway, I don't want a bus ticket as I don't want to trap in a uncomfortable seat for hours, about 10-12 hours cause of super duper heavy traffic jam in PLUS highway. Even I need 7 hours of driving, using emergency lane, during half of the journey. It was moment of madness, frustration, worrying the fuel when I start using the emergency lane. Good thing is I did not get into trouble nor accident. *Poof* *Relief*

Just had a reunion dinner with bunch of frens few days ago, it's went on pretty good,other than we waited for 1 hour, because the waitress put our order on hold, as there are some people who just does not have sense of manners and ethics, which is so Malaysian style. Whatever. Overall, the food taste good, and not very expensive. XD

Then, our supposing-ly girls night out become group nights out. Could not get certain individual spill out stories, yet got some extra news. Amanda and Jason, just too much problems between those two, not really wanna get involve. Hope those 2 can come to a conclusion soon, to reduce tension. Not just that, she even asked to join in our FYP group. WHAT?? That's really freaking me out. I was like err...err.... we'll see, just wait and see. Not a really good place to comment on this right now. *sweat*

More on next blog

Till then
-yeEvoN_Dutch-