Short Semester Begins

Thanks to the terrible bad connection, bad timetable n laziness inside me, seems that i did not update my blog for months. (urghhh, what a bad excuses).

Firstly, during week 1....below r my thoughts...
It's a new semester again. Honestly, I don't really looking forward as my closest friends are not in the same classes with me, n plus other reasons. Luckily, this is only a short semester, let's jz hope that 7 weeks will just pass very very very FAST.

There's one coincidence stuff happening around, which all the lecturers/tutors are all INDIANS. Walao!!!! I can't believe it until week 1 is officially over. Nothing special happen during classes, jz normal lectures. However, all lecturers are SOT eh, can't fool around with them. Why i say this?? Well, short semester, only 1 sub contribute in CGPA, but 3 of the subjects require SOLO presentation (one of the greatest fear)... What the hell. Totally out of the box.

Let's talk about people. Acting like what i have been since months ago, just trying to cope with it, althoughtsome incidents just make me feel very very irritated. Going into 2nd day, I told Jamie this: How am i going to hold on when I already cannot tahan for 2 days. DAMN! Did I make the correct decisions? who knows? Since it is another new semester, for sure we talk about last semester result, and I never ever thought that my result is the best among these human beings. Those who are better than me are in other classes of course. They think that 2.86 is good enough?? Oh come on! Can you be satisfied when you can't even reach 3.0? Not to be rude, but one thing I learnt is, never compare yourself to losers, which is under you. Oh gosh, there's a bitch here, but hey, doesn't it make sense? Whatever, it just very disappointed when I didn't achieve 3.0 for my CGPA.

Next, FOOD!! I ate steamboat BBQ twice in this week, making my stomach burst (Need ENO). Tuesday, i ate with Jamie, Fat fat n Leanne. Friday, I ate it with AC12 plus other friends. Oh man, eat all you want, make it worth. It is very delicious though. HEHEHEHE. Wish to try it another time.

That's all for the studies....

Roller Coaster Morning

Hmm.... It has been since a long time I did not update my blog...
WHy?? Hardly got time as I need to spend more time studies for exams....

This morning I'm being waked up by Jamie's morning sms on 7.30am, wah...since a long time I didn't wake up so early
Tick tock tick tock~~ then finally at 8am, BOOM~~ the war begins...

What are we doing? Hmm.... We are on war to choose our ideal timetable
Damn, tried for almost half an hour, but just couldn't log in, then my friends all were reporting the availability of classes is being less n less....
When everyone has log in n I'm not, immediately text for help...

OMG, what kind of war is this? So fast finish, I still cannot get what I want....
My mood is down to the edge when Jamie called n say "Japanese class all gone, P.Malaysia also gone, EM also gone, Moral left 2 classes, and other bad news..."
Which indicates I could not have my IDEAL TIMETABLE!!! arghhh~~

Lucky thing is still got some other friends who is same fate as me....
We discuss and discuss, finally got our conclusion -
Tamil, Moral, Communication Skills and English for Management

Damn, I could not believe it, I actually chosen Tamil?? No choice, sigh~~
Better continue study smart for my finals....

~~Class Party~~

tsk tsk tsk....meiyen haha

Oh my gosh, it's almost one month since my last post. Sigh~~ What to do?? Another laziness and tiring days for me. Nothing special except class party. Let the pictures do all the talkings.

Back Again

Malaysia government, always the organizations who are just pure expert in making Malaysian suffer. Which is also the reason why i'm back to my hometown, to do the PTPTN stuff.

Just before I hop into the bus, I did something that i never thought I would do it. To complete my lunch in just 15 minutes, which is McDonald's burger. Not just burger, but the whole set. hehehehe Geng leh.... Then when I just about wanna leave the place, an idiot knock me without any apologise, damn FUCK You. Wish you choke while eating your burger. Seconds later, the sky started to rain. Duhhhh....., hope I won't catch cold, cause I need to carry my bags, which left no hands for an umbrella.

vroom vroom vroom, the bus was proceeding back to alor star. About an hour later, the bus driver just stop the bus by the side. OMG, not again... last time when I was back, same incident happen.... Well, I don't care, cause I was watching movie with my laptop, just do whatever you should and continue the journey. Later then, the driver said something, which I do not hear clearly, but then I saw all passengers taking all their belongings and left the bus, then I might just follow them.

Thank god we were not asked to wait at the highway, but change into another bus. Whatever, as long as I can go back, nothing matters. Furthermore, I get a single seat this time, and much much more comfortable. But then, there's a Chinese uncle who could not just shut his mouth off, although he is wearing a mask. Lucky for me, I might as well plug earphone and continue my movie.

wah... that uncle can just talk non-stop. Come on uncle, shut up, give some privacy to people la, some people need to have a nap, thought you are the one who booked the whole bus meh?? Sigh~~~ this is how I spend my afternoon, until finally 7.45pm I reach alor star, and just continue proceed to buy dinner.

Presentations....

Sigh~~ Don't know what to post.... being so moodless recently.... Seeing and adding some pictures into this blog might be something interesting....

Study- for better understanding or better results?

As I was chatting, suddenly, this sentence came into my " studying is for better understanding or better results?" Phooff. Then i look back at my mid term results, looks like i'm currently studying for better results, only small part for better understanding.

For example Principles of Microeconomics. While studying in foundation, I knew that it is not going to be easy, but still I don't pay attention on it, as I thought I could do well for this paper. And well, I pay for it, where I only score a little bit more than half for the mid term test during foundation. As the subject goes on with tougher topic, I totally have no idea what economics is about. Ooo yeah, cause me to get only C+ in the finals. What you call it? Retribution. Sigh~~

From all the lesson learnt from foundation year, I knew that at UTAR, you have to study hard to achieve good results. Haih~~, studying so much will sure make me become a NOOB, which does not suit my personality at all. But what to do?? However, my effort pay off well as I no longer fooling around like I used to, and today I get my marks for mid term test 2. Thank God. I score quite high, instead, I score better than I expected, which is 45.5 / 50. Not bad right? I'm also quite proud of myself.

Adding with mid term test 1, which is 88/100, my total coursework mark for is 35.6/40. Never expect to get so high. But still, I think nobody will expect me to score that high. hehehehe (too happy). Still, there are some friends that did not score well because they don't study well or maybe they could not understand. I can sense that, so I did not act like a fool who tell others how high is my coursemarks, cause I know how they feel. Keeping a low profile is also something that I have learnt, it's quite a good thing cause they won't pay much attention on you, especially when you need to be alone.

Somehow, I feel that human is always a greedy creature. If you did not score high, just make an effort to score higher marks next time. And uhm.... some just like to perli people of scoring high marks, although they are just showing they are jealous and not satisfied with own results, I feel like this kind of action is totally unacceptable. Come on, what for being like that? Just score higher marks to satisfy yourself is the best solution.

Another human nature. haih~~~~~ Still, I think that study is just for better results to make your result slip nicer and also satisfy yourselves. What's the point anyway, if you score high and cannot contribute it when you are working next time? sigh~~ Let it be. Nicer result slip will get you a better job anyway.

Well, it's time to study. Signing off looooo......

Human Nature is so Unpredictable

Sigh~~~ I have always hated to go back to Kampar, cause it's tiring, costs, hot, and most importantly - SIEN, NO ENTERTAINMENT AVAILABLE

The trip from AS is tiring, moreover, the bus is brojen down half-way, and i was like half dizzy and hard to fall asleep again as those malays are so kacau talking so loud at the back. Duhhhhhh. These are the reasons why i hate to express bus, expensive, slow, kacau, no privacy and etc.

Finally at 4pm, i reach ipoh. DAMN, the whether is freaking hot, how can these poeple survive? Then i walk across the street, waiting for the stupid Kinta bus to back to Kampar, and after 10 minutes, i saw one, without air-con. Oh man, i'm going to meltz....... As i was busying sms-ing asking important stuff, the damn conductor came and scold me while asking for bus fare, because i did not prepare on that time. WTF, you are doing business with me and still you are scolding me. I know that you are tired, but hello, you are not the only one that is tired OK! Fuck you! More over, the bus driver is smoking and spit everywhere he likes. Ewwwww, don't these people have some knowledge about ethics? No wonder the Education Minister introduces the subject 'Sivik' to students nowadays. Haih~~ what more can I say? Human Nature is the answer.

Damn freaking hot condition makes me extremely tired. Arghhh. After reaching, I took a taxi back, and the driver is an Indian, which i hate very much, cause they are always full of their Indian smell and know nothing about hygiene. As i was sitting on his car, I hope he could drive faster, so that i could quickly clean myself up before going for class.

As usual, the class was super sien. Why? Cause you cannot expect much from ben yap, an expert in giving boring lecture and upload those freaking messy and confusing notes. (take a long breath). I have no idea what process is about, and he could stand there and talking non stop. After the class, I went for dinner with my friends.

As I was in the car emo-ing, suddenly I was thinking of the terms 'honesty and integrity'. I once learnt that it is very important in growth and daily life. But since I came here, it seems not so important anymore, as people just don't practice or bear it in their minds. I somehow feel like people are so fake and selfish. Some can just point out their weaknesses or things they have done wrong, but they just don't realise that they are still repeating their same silly mistakes. This is also why I do not wish to think, care, talk or hear, it just makes me feel more miserable than ever. Haih~~ Coming here for studies, also giving me a chance to learn about human nature.

Oh god, please make me stronger for these. I just want a peaceful, fun and memorable university life, not to become a hypocrite. Looks like it's going to be tough life for me. May God bless us all.

Bad Day

hmmm.... another moment for this blog.

It suppose to be fun as I was finally got a chance to back hometown after 6 weeks, but some incidents happen that cause the day to..... 'sigh'.... not so fun.

There's actually got one ah beng sit beside me on the bus. Gosh, he talk so loud on the phone in which i nearly show him the international sign as i was going to sleep. Lol, i dono what language or dialect he is using, but i think it should be thai, as my instinct tell me. Wanna know what he did other than talking so loud?? Dude, he is shaking his body n leg like a monkey in the zoo while listening to music, using earphone of course. Then i was like, wow, are you for real? (Arghhh) Luckily i was sitting near the window, and just plug my earphone on and look at the street. Bout 1 hour then, he and his fren drop off at butterworth.

Thank god for letting him dissapear in front of me earlier.

Think it's easy? Never

About 10 years ago, my father told me that he study and revise his homework almost full-time while he is pursuing his bachelor degree in England. Poof~~ 10 years later, here i am, currently pursuing my bachelor degree, i think i finally get what he meant. It's never easy. Sigh

It's week 9, as i am looking at at my wall, which has some sticking note, and wow, i am damn busy for this week. 2 presentations, 1 assignment, and 1 test. Gosh, it's going to use up my energy. Fortunately, time always pass by very fast when least being noticed, and all those in week 9 has come to an end.

1st thing that came by is the FIM test 2, which is held on Tuesday. Well, for me, it's not very difficult, but some how i've made some silly mistakes that will cause me the test. DAMN!!! Whatever, it had already passed, which is something that i won't care so much of. On the same night, a plan is being planned to celebrate one of my classmate (Ivonne) birthday. It suppose to be celebrated at westlake, but there comes up some kind of situation. The other gang, which include Ivonne are late, ok, nevermind, cause we still have half hour 12. They bought along their friends to make the celebration bigger, ok, the more people, i think she will be very happy. WTF, this is what cause the celebration being held at mamak stall, not at westlake, where a lot of stuff is being prepared to make this celebration memorable for her.

Come on, this people really think we were there for yum cha izzit? Lol, that's just part of the plan, and those bunch just keep on ordering food to eat. arghhh, causing the celebration to be held at mamak stall. Nvm, i'm just one of planner, just have to make sure the plan works. While celebrating, she come up with a sentence "I almost forgot my birthday is today, cause only my mom wish me". (showing very happy and shock face). At instance, jamie n me just like 'reaaaaaally?', cause a teen like us will never forget our birthday. After around 30 mins later, the celebration continues at westlake, where Ivonne is being splash with Coke and hit with egg and flour as the beginning of the celebration. Then it continues with everyone that is present( Ivonne, Amanda, Chin Yee, Jamie, Mei Yen, Suet Yee, Lai Leng and me) where every body is full of flour n Coke. Of course, pictures are taken to keep as memories. Damn, it almost 2.30am when it ends. Duh, i still have presentation on the evening.

Presentations, it did not work as what I expected, but at least it is still consider smooth as for both presentations, it can be seen that 6 of us did try our best. Well, language barrier and nervousness still exist, but it can't be avoided, as most of us are chinese ed and lack of presentation skills. For FAF, whole group are worrying about the questions that are going to be asked by tutor, but surprisingly, she ask nothing. Instead, she kind of help us to explain what really happen in the reality for the accounting scandals and fake balance sheet stuff. On the other hand, some technical problems happen before MP's presentation. This is what you can expect from cheap uni like UTAR, problematic laptops and projectors. Sigh~~~ Can't those ICTC idiots format or make it standard so that no problems will occur? OMG, that is so !@#$%&*

Most importantly, no test on this weekend. Oh yeah, which means i can go back to my sweet home to meet my lovely family after 6 long weeks. It always had been torturing to be staying at here for that long. For the record, this is my longest record until now, 6 weeks in Kampar, not fun at all, because my hometown is so much far away from here.

Going home. Sweet. =)